Solitary; Physically but not Emotionally

1. Every year in the months from October onward, things and the time pick up their speed, everything seems like flying fast. It's already Christmas Eve of 2011.
2. I am in the library, listening to Mayday New Album titled "2012" which very similar with their previous album in Year 2009, the theme is about growing up, looking back at those good old days, setting our sight to the future, and also many other mix feeling that one will have as we grew up.
3. After the Hatyai break, i had a few more visitors; My dearest roommate Zhien Choong and his girlfriend, Poh Yik, long lost friend Mr Teo Che How came to Penang each with their own agenda, but took their time out to spare with me. I really do appreciate it.
4. To say that i am living all alone here, suffering with no friends or social life will be a very not just and fair. In the month of December, i have met with many friend of mine, owing to friends wedding dinner and holiday season. I met with Leely, her BF, I Ai, Ai Lin, Soo Shean, Kai En, Zhien Choong, Poh Yik, Che How, Kee Jun, Xue Li and Her BF, Kok Fui, Sing Ching and Solo, Woo Ken, and Shu Mei.
5. I felt happy actually, i am hoping and praying for happier things. I am looking forward for our company trip to Indonesia, i am looking forward to go back to KL to meet my mom and dad, to meet you and also my brotherhood.
6. It's particular meaningful for me to give you and also my soon Christmas Present. Somehow, the memory of visiting Penang during Christmas twice before i came down and work here was very vivid and memorable for me.
7. I am hoping that perhaps we will have a very good outing for the New Year Count Down. Hopefully this little wish can come true.
8. A big break approximately a week from the work. Yeah~ Relax and Recharge for more challenge in 2012.

Thailand Break

1) December is a month where everyone is in the holiday mood. Either they are enjoying one or expecting one.

2) This year; it will be my third time in Thailand. The first time in early May to Hatyai, second tome in end of May to Bangkok and now another visit to Hatyai.

3) Our friend Sing Ching and Solo get married in Safira Club and with this opportunity, Kai En, I Ai, Ai Lin, Soo Shean and me took this opportunity to visit Hatyai after the wedding ceremony.

4) During the wedding dinner, I met with senior Kee Jun, a very long time since we last met. Also by chance I met this girl named Susan, a secondary school teaher with very funny attitude. The wedding dinner was special as it is carried out in the Chinese traditional way. Very special and interesting for someone but might be weird in another's eye. Most importantly is both my friend will be happy ever after.

5) The day before the wedding dinner, I met up with Leely and her boyfriend. I brought her to have dinner plus supper in New Lane and also Raja Uda Tomyam mee.

6) This trip to Hatyai is happy and I had recalled many memory with you and also with my soon Wooi Nee. Ironically, we have not been keep in touch for such a long time, we have forgotten since when the last time we share our thougts and hearts out.

7) I have bought some Christmas Present for you two. Hope you all will like it.

8) Tomorrow we are going back already. 2D1N trip just like a freshie day. Too short and too valuable. I have my eyes on my next trip to Medan, Indonesia. Christmas and New Year celebration. How I wish to be able to see you again? Although it really means nothing for you.



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Location:Ratthakan,Hat Yai,Thailand

A Dream; Just a Dream

1) I thought I was not going to meet with the quota of minimum 3 posts per month for November.

2) Somehow, I had a dream yesterday night, a very meaningful and sweet dream.

3) It was right to have said that, we dream of what we see and thought in the day time. Recently, I am reading this book titled " You are the apple of my eye". A book about youngster's love life and school days. I decided to read that book eversince watching the movie ( origin from that book) in the cineplex.

4) In fact, this story touches me most and make me remember some memory trace of mine which was long forgotten by reading it but not watching it. I remember the very girl I fall in love with. She is smart, cute and we have a lot of things to talk about. I will do many things just to get around with her, and please her.

5) We chat over the house phone, I joined cheer leading just because of her and so on. Those are the days, which I had really locked inside my memory for a long long time.

6) Back to the dream; I had this dream about you. We have finally got together. During one of the gathering, as I sit next to you, suddenly, you lean your body towards me, and gently rest your head on my shoulder. I brace myself to talk to you, slowly we started a chatter box.

7) We talked for sometime, I had forgotten the details. What I can still recalled is how I expressed my feeling towards you, and you explained the reason you have been neglecting me all this while. The reason is heart warming, and sweet. Seems like it's for the better for both of us.

8) After so much we had been through, finally we are together.
I am holding your hands, your soft hand, firmly.

9) As I was driving to work this morning, I recall this dream. I felt so loved, sweet and warm at heart, even it's just a dream. I was thinking, even to just been able to feel your love and present in the dream, I am already all satisfied.

10) Ironically, it's the reverse in the reality. I am not sad, seriously. This only shows how much I really likes you. There's no one to tell or share with. I wanted to write it down in my personal blog. Perhaps you will never know and never read this. Nevertheless, I will never hide this feeling or ignore it, this is my true feeling.

11) Today is the last day of November. We are entering the last month of year 2011. May you be blessed with peace in mind and life, a lot of happiness and good health. May god bless my family and friend with happiness and good health too.

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Location:Jalan Permatang Nibong,Bukit Mertajam,Malaysia

姐姐出嫁了

1. 回到了家里，就看见母亲与姐姐忙着打点东西。家里也布置了一番，家里充满喜气。
2. 感觉就好像新年一样，亲戚们都聚在一起，一起高谈阔论，一起说说笑笑。
3. 母亲应该是太忙的关系，整个人好像瘦了一圈。母亲可真是天底下最勤劳的人了，准备了各式各样的早餐，有米粉，炒面，米粉糖，Curry 鸡，汤圆，糖水，真的是下了一番苦心。
4. 父亲和母亲好像都没哭，只记得姐姐出嫁的前晚，当我们一家在母亲房讨论该写什么祝贺语在給姐夫与姐姐的红包上；母亲说：“要多包容，多体谅，不要欺负我敏慧”母亲好像就要哭了，姐姐也在一旁热泪盈眶。
5. 天底下没有人比家人还亲了。我家里的大伯，大姑，二姑，小叔，小姑，及姨婆都很早到来，给姐姐撑场，以示支持。
6. 当天早上，姐夫就率领他的兄弟到我家迎娶姐姐。经过姐妹们的重重难关姐夫终于抱得美人归。敬茶仪式完毕就轮到我们晚辈向姐姐与姐夫祝贺了。身为长男的我就当然是第一位去祝贺的。我祝姐姐“新婚愉快，永结同心，早生贵子！”我还问“可以说恭喜发财吗？”当时的我突然热泪盈眶，感触良多，心里就希望姐姐能够幸福快乐。
7. 奔波了几天，一回到了槟城就生病了。希望能够快些康复。

Meaningful Weekends

1. Last weekends were all entertaining, filled with activities, laughter, and friends. They were many people were available to accompany me.
2. Shu Mei and Zhe Keng were back to Penang, Chee Jian and Yee Ching came over for work on Tuesday and Wednesday.
3. On last Wednesday, i went to Jusco with Zhe Keng after a dinner. We shop nearly 2 hours in a DIY shop. Thursday night, i went to pick Shu Mei up from the Penang Airport with Yan Ling. Penang Airport looks much grand and nice after the facelift upgrade. We then went to BM Jalan Pasar to have Malay Style Fried Kuey Teow.
4. Friday night, after busy day in Factory, i had a sing K session with Shu Mei, the long awaited one. Although we only sang for around hours, but at least better than none. We went to one coffee shop named 2007, to have prawn noodles and some fries. Shu Mei ate a lot as if she has been stuffing forever.
5. Saturday i woke up at 9, and went to Mengkuang Dam. My colleagues, Ah Ling, Choo, Cheah, Siti, Eda and Eda's little brother went for a picnic. Siti cook a lot of food, like Laksa, Fried Bihun, Nasi Lemak, Fried Chicken, Hot Dog and Sambal Chicken. Surely she will be a really good housewife, good looking, good chef and caring personnel. I brought my Batman kite and the newly bought Angry Birds Kite when i went to Jusco with Zhe Keng.
6. I manage to fly both kites high up the sky, the feeling is really nice. I present the Angry Birds kite to Eda's Brother. He is all happy with that present, and i am really glad.
7. I went to have McD lunch with Shu Mei and his cute nephew, it was a really nice and enjoyful outing, to play and joke with her cute nephew. I had really forgotten how simple it is to be happy, to be able to enjoy ice cream, to have a toy to play with, to play on the slide.
8. That evening continue with outing with Zhe Keng, to watch a movie " Tower Heist". Comedies by Ben Stiller and Eddie Murphy. We ate in this Hielo Cafe own by Pacific Megamall Cineplex owner. KL 's feel restaurant and the food taste fair. We waited for Kooi Wei for his journey back from KL while shopping around. We then ate our supper + dinner with Victor in Raja Uda's famous Tom Yam Mee.
9. I woke up quite late on Sunday. I bought nice Siew Pau as doorgift to visit Zhe Keng in Tasek Gelugor. We had chicken rice in Padang Serai, one of the coffee shop filled with his childhood memory. We then went to take some air by driving around in Padang Serai, Bertam, Kepala Batas and finally the Air Force Base located in Butterworth. After had nice Jawa Mee in Raja Uda, we then went back to my apartment to pick Chee Jian up. We had a very hearty supper in Sungai Petani that night with Kooi Wei.
10. Monday, i show chee jian around, to the nice kuey teow soup in 7 village then we took Ferry to the island. I showed him around, to the Surname Jetty, World Famous Assam Laksa, Reknown Ba Gua Bread, Straits Quay, Batu Ferringgi, Teluk Bahang and Gurney Plaza. We had our western style dinner in the Bai Yun San near Island Plaza and then we proceed with the massage session.
11. Today, i am just back after dinner with Zhe Keng, Chee Jian and Yee Ching in island. We went to Kimberly Streets, Burma Streets and Macalister Road to have our multiple sesssion of dinner and supper. Finally i am resting with Chee Jian to enjoy the air-cond in his hotel room.
12. This is a really crazy weekends, i have more to look for, for my sister wedding, for meeting some friends and relatives, mostly to enjoy KL life again. My worries are once everything is back to the norm. Nevertheless, it's not like the first day that i am going to face all of this, there shall not be any problem with that. Hakuna Matata... ...
13. Good night, wishing everyone and you a happy day ahead.

ON TIME - IN TIME - TIME OUT

1. A series of events led to my post today. Earthquake in Turkey, and then Peru, flooding in Bangkok, movie i watched on Friday Night titled " In Time", my feeling recently, and also the book i read.
2. Somehow this few things came into synergy, to allow me to have more in depth thought again, about life, about the happiness of life.
3. Let me start with the movie, "In Time". I have two opinion approaching from different point of view. One is on the more personal view, whereas the other is on a more holistic and more overall global view. Firstly, this movie actually reflected on our current society. The rich and the powerful one always control the resources and the niches. The poor which accounts for the majority will be the one who will be suffering at the other end with limited resources for them to spare. Their wildest and biggest hope is to survive for another day by all means. This is a 20-80 theory whereby 20% of the population controls 80% of the world resources. As people is taking advantage of their plentiful resources, others are fighting for basic necessity. There's no fairness, equality or any sort of freedom that we all are talking about there. Do they deserve a chance for life?
4. This gap between the rich and poor will only become bigger as the society progresses. Again, human is selfish, no one will think that they're rich enough to spare some for the needy, no one will be willingly to sacrifice their luxury life for the unknown. I heard a story, a condition where some country holds a lot of grain or rice stock, but they will never release to the open market, cause this will affect the Open Market Price, although they are so many people stuffing in 3rd World Country, they just could not show enough mercy to spare their extra food stock. Instead all this stock is sink into the big oceans. Have anyone of us can imagine if all the people of China or India live like the American or other first world country citizens, enjoy their social status and spend and eat they way the American did? Our earth will be doom sooner than you or me could imagine.
5. Secondly, the other thought arises within me is about the time. In the movie, everyone has a life-timer showing how many days and hours they are left with. What if everyone have one also in real life. I think this will have very great impact on the way we live. People will be very motivated to do something in life, or conversely, they will be discourage and just let themselves rot to death. Nevertheless, i believe if we know our time is out, we will definitely trying to do things that will be meaningful for us, the unfulfilled wish, dream, and also desire. The timer will remind us every now and then that, our life is precious and we have no time to waste. In real life, sadly, the reminder often comes too late which most of us only left regret to live with.
6. The unfortunate event took place in Turkey, Peru and Bangkok serve as a reminder for us, that life is so fragile, so helpless at times. It's something that we cannot predict and prepare for. What we only have is the present, and only the present is within our control temporary.
7. There's no joke in the sense that to ask ourselves this one big question, What if i never get to wake up tomorrow? What if i will never see the sunrise of tomorrow? Often times i felt this is too dramatic and too funny to seriously asking myself these kinds of questions. Perhaps one will quote me as "Too Free" to think and write about all this. Perhaps, myself have not come across the "reminder" which really affected me deeply; for people who come across death and escape from it narrowly, for those who witness some tragedy or event which deeply affected their loves one or they themselves, for people who is never too late at least to have regret and sadness in them, they will truly understand what sort of "reminder" i am talking about. A life changing "reminder" for someone, if they still have their life with them.
8. Message here that i was trying to bring up is rather simple. We're left with too little time to waste, to feel sad over small things, to neglect our own life, to be angry at other's deed, to be afraid and worry of our future, to be shameful of our action and past, to do unnecessary thing just to please others, to get stubborn and stuck-out in situation, to love others, to fight for our dream, to love ourselves, to help the needy, to have a good hobby, to enjoy life, to love our family and friends, to see what is life is all about and feel it, most of all, to live it. Reminder serves to keep pushing us, keep telling us to go on and on.
9. To withdraw myself further, looking at myself from the perspective where i belongs to only part of this trillions of human population, and again thinking of all these reminders, i felt so tiny, so minimal, so minute. When i am feeling sad and not happy, it's OK, when i am excited and overwhelm over something in my life, it's fine, because i am part of this circle of life. Everything is OK and fine.
10. As we are all busy with daily chores, blinded with all the negative feelings (anger, hatred, jealousy, sadness), trying to be ON TIME with all the occasions in our life, we might already forgotten to live IN TIME (present), which when the reminders come knocking our door, we might regret as it's already TIME OUT.

病记

1) 不知怎的，又病了。工作忙了一天，加班后，匆匆的吃了晚饭便回家休息。

2）出外的雨下得好大，风也刮得好凶。呼呼声的；好像一只猛兽在咆哮。听了心里难免有一丝丝不寒而栗的感觉。

3）好在有个屋瓦遮顶，不必怕那风吹雨打。但是这次我却经不起考验，不知觉的病了。已经疲倦不堪，焦虑不安的心可是雪上加霜，无所适从。

4）病了，一个人在外头就是那样。怕父母亲担心，即使少了那份关怀也要努力去面对。好多的路，纵然铺满了荆棘，崎岖不平，前方迷茫；但总得一个人走下去。

5）吃了药，明天应该会更好些吧？生活应该会好过些吧？工作应该会顺心些吧？一且应该过得去吧？我应该会快乐些吧？！

6）十月份好像就要过去了；时间是最残酷的东西，从来都不为谁留下。但它可否知道，有多少人因为它所留下的回忆而裹足不前呢？付出与收获从来都不能用秤来衡量，只要付出的人认为值得，受益的人开心；那才是衡量的根本。

7）病了。。。真的病了。。。脑子又来了。。。又在那胡思乱想了。。。夜了。。。真的夜了。。。又是要休息的时候了。


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Closed Deal

1) After so much of thrills, so long a time, so worry as it could be, finally luck is standing by my side for this moment, for me to ink that agreement.

2) Perhaps it's only 10% of what it really takes to buy a house and to own a home, but this is a very significant step for me.

3) All the effort of looking for houses throught the net, driving around, comparing and reading review, asking opinion, contacting the agents, viewing the area and finally the chosen one.

4) The process of S&P agreement signing, also the process of applying loan is not all smooth sailing for me. Owing to my car loan, my name was black-listed, I cannot put the blame 100% to my friends but each of us shares the responsibility equally. I'm truly sorry for all the trouble I have made my parent s gone through and sorry for myself.

4) People question me a lot , linking my decision of buying a house here and my future plans. I do not deny any links but nevertheless it doesn't promise anything either.

5) I was hoping to have a more organized life, a place where I can really feel home. To enjoy my life not confining to a small room and empty living hall.

6) Owning a house symbolize something for me. It symbolize commitment and more responsibility. It reminds me to act maturely and be more accountable for my own life and also life of thr poeple who I care for.

7) To make this house my home will requires many effort. Let's hope my dream will come true, let's pray my life will be better, most of all happier.

8) My soon told me; Life is like a graph, up u climb; down you go. It's periodic, nothing is permanent. We work hard and enjoy as much as we could, through the peak and trough.



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Birthday ... ... Reason to Celebrate?!

1. It's my birthday, second birthday in my life that i will be spending in Penang, mostly alone.
2. It's really a vast different, celebration during my uni days and now. Perhaps Sharon was right, maybe at this stage, this period of time, this phase of my life i have to spend in alone mostly. Been in the stage of solitary, to enable me to learn about myself, my life and the future i want.
3. I really missed the time that one big group of my friends celebrated with me during my uni days. My birthday with my dearest LaLa family, Dong Xie family, SSAA, my brotherhood, my form 6 friends, all this was the best memory i ever had, i shall never forget it.
4. What does the future lies? I always wonder and asked myself. The good halcyon days, the best years of my life, is that it? There should be more to come. I had painted my uni days and form 6 days so colourful, now is down on me to narrate and to paint the future i want.
5. I wish for a happy life. All i wanted in my training, is just happiness. This is a wide scope, to be happy, as happiness can be easily gain and in the same time, loosing it in the splits of seconds.
6. I have to learn, to let go, to appreciate, to cherish, to give and to receive, for me to be happy. I have to experience, to try, to commit, to indulge, to really know what happiness really are.
7. I wish for a good sail for my career, i am on my plan of getting a house, where i can really have a more complete life. I plan to further my studies by taking MBA, i plan to make a decision by early next year on my decision on relationship, i plan such that my life will be more meaningful and fruitful. For today's fruit is yesterday's deeds.
8. Happy 26th Birthday Kit Leong~ May you learn and get wiser, to love yourself and always, cherish the "Present". It's so call present = gift , because this is the only thing we can hold on.

My Faith ; My Happiness

1. Recently i just cannot sleep well. I have to depends on the medication, primary to reduce my skin itchiness which with side-effect like drowsiness to help me.
2. I had become restless, sensitive and very pron of feeling sad. Some how i know this is not right and not i really wanted.
3. I had been hiding this feeling for sometime, it will arise whenever i am all alone, thinking and wondering. I had lost my faith, and my confident. I became very paranoid, and in the same time very demanding.
4. I really do miss you, but i have no courage to face you.
5. I felt especially sad when my soon left for KL last sunday. I felt my happiness was no more there. Getting further and further away. Again i was brought back to reality, the reality of life that i have to face. My problem, and my over-due sickness.
6. I became very paranoid, afraid of been neglected, been abandoned, been disregard. The more i felt so, the deeper the feeling roots within me.
7. I want to be free, to be happy again. I have to do something... I have to do something...

Nasi Lemak 2.0

1. I had watched this local-made film by NameWee. One of the most controversial figure in Malaysia nowadays. He made his name by a song titled "Negarakuku" and then another song went popular in YouTube regarding The Power Supply Failure by TNB.
2. This movie again had stirred some air and created many topic between fellow Malaysians.
3. Of course, initially i was reluctant to watch this movie, owing to the Film is by Namewee and is locally made. I had a very bad experience with one of the local film, called 笑咏春.
4. Surprisingly this movie is really funny, comparatively, i thought this movie is funnier than Johnny English Reborn. This movie blended with a lot of Malaysia colours, our culture, our political, social and daily chores and issues. Namewee successfully blend all these into this movie and present in a humorous way.
5. Nevertheless, this movie got a lot of critics from UMNO Youth and some part of the society. Somehow, i beg for differ this time. This movie had let me to know the other side of Namewee.
6. This movie is truly MALAYSIA, with many different ethnic blended in the movie. Many jokes are trying to criticize (in a humour way), regardless is GLC or the government. All in all, this actually lead to a good way. To admit what are we lacking and our weakness, meanwhile also be proud of what we have.
7. The theme song Rasa Sayang 2.0 is rather meaningful. If we browse through the lyric, it's all about loving our country, be a proud Malaysian, and show gratitude to the country.
8. Namewee is surely a patriotic-guy. No one will enjoy criticizing, waste their energy and time to condemn, it's ain't not fun. He has his way to show his love to the country, just that his way is different. Perhaps not everyone can accept it, but his big theme, his aim is to spread the message, to LOVE MALAYSIA, and be a proud Malaysian.

To Believe-in ; To Achieve-out

A Double Rainbow~ Wee Wee

Yes! Thank you for the support... i know you were there~

Just few minutes, the rainbow vanishes as the sun retired.

1. Although i had a holiday on Friday, for Malaysia Day, the rest seems like never enough. The pressure and mental stress from work haunted me. Of course, with this, i had attracted many negative energy. My soon was right that, perhaps i just have not find a way to change it to positive.
2. I could not find the courage anymore, to call you, or call my soon. I am really afraid of the feeling of been neglected, been forgotten, been isolated. I had phobia already. I don't want to feel that people do not cherish me anymore, that i am not important for them, especially to get these feeling from the people that i care so much.
3. The omen i got from Tian Hou Gong was right on the first part. That i will face many difficulties and challenges now. Both in work-wise and relationship-wise, i had encounter problem. Perhaps some problem which i could not solve, could not help, could not figure out how it actually works and to react.
4. The omen said everything will be alright after the Spring, which is coming Chinese New Year. I really do hope everything will be alright very soon.
5. I cherished the company from Kenny and Hang Chuan during this time, although they do not really know what had happened and what my problem might be, but, their company do helps.
6. Although i do not have Monday Blues but somehow, sunday night was a bit of depressing. I always think and wonder too much on sunday night. This time, i took dinner alone in Chai Leng Park. After eating the Mix Rice, i was walking around looking for fruit stall.
7. Sadly, i couldn't locate any fruit stall, at that instance, i felt so empty and helpless again. Feeling of loneliness rose within me, obviously, it's not because of failure to get any fruits, instead it was just purely disturbance of my inner-peace.
8. As i was walking to get my car, i look up the sky, to my surprise, i saw this huge rainbow, and a second rainbow vividly behind of the first one. I was overwhelm, totally astonished with what i saw. What a miracle. Quickly, i snap a few photos and attached with this blog.
9. It's been really special for me, there's already a few time that whenever i felt helpless or felt troubled, somehow, rainbow will be there. I know this might be purely coincidence, but i choose to believe that, this is the way that GOD encourages me, telling me to strive harder, try harder, and work harder, that good things are just around the corner.
10. Rainbow is not something that we can enjoy watching everyday as our wish. It's by chance that it occur, and it's by chance that at that particular time and moment that we are staring at the skies to enjoy this beautiful creation of GOD.
11. The time-span for Rainbow is rather short, although it's just for temporary, but this had taught us more about the event of life, that nothing is permanent. We had to grasp and do whatever that we want as soon as we can and able.
12. After enjoying this short and enjoyable moment. I drove to the cineplex and took another photo of the sunset. Breath-taking one.
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14. THANK YOU~ I get the message~ Really appreciate the support... really...
    
15. Sharing with those who i really love and care, my friends and family, wishing you are to be blessed with health and happiness....the moment...the present that we must cherish...now ...

Mooncake Festival

1. Without noticing, it's already Mid-Autumn Festival. During my first year of University, i injured my leg during a promotional tour for 10th National Inter-vasity Chinese Debating Competition to Penang. I injured my ankle as came down from bus to Pacific Megamall.
2. This memory was particular clear as i remembered that my fellow friends from college went to a walk with Tanglung as i rest helplessly on my double-Decker bed as my leg was swollen.
3. My dad and Big Aunt came over to my hostel to visit me and gave me a massage. The few years of the Mid-Autumn Festival i had celebrated with my friends in University. We organized the inaugural First Pesta Tanglung of 10th Residential College. All the crazy deeds, happy memories were all i left with.
4. It seems no more any special for this Mid-Auturm Festival this time around. Without accompany of my family and friends, this traditional festival seems rather typical. Some wishes and also mooncake photo from my soon, of course had saved the day. Well, this festival meant for re-union, a special for people that we love and care to get together.
5. This particular week was rather headache and heart-breaking. Took me sometime to finish up this blog post. Many things were going-on that particular week.
6. Everyone were stressed out, for the new BDV project. We faced many challenges to produce good FG for the customer. Luckily, we manage to produce some satisfactory goods at the end. Of course, boss temper was really bad. I had been his scape-goat for releasing his temper and stress. Perhaps he didn't notice, but the damage was there. I was really upset, and hurt. I cried over the phone with my mom.
7. I thought to share it out and discuss with my boss, but after cooling down, i find this is not necessary. He will just be him and he will never change. In order to survive better, for my work life to be not so stressful, i must learn to handle his temper.
8. Of course, escape if necessary, to react back if necessary, to forget if it is a must.
9. Hopefully i can en-devour all this challenges.

丰富的假期

1. 选择“丰富”这二字来形容这一次的假期是因为在这次的假期成功的做了蛮多件事的。
2. 回家的前一晚，与PAH KIAT在 E-GATE会面，过后带他与朋友们到McCalister Road 吃宵夜。之后，与我的孙见面，一大早又载艾艾到巴士站，带她到大山脚巴刹吃早餐，并享受风土人情，之后到怡保与RICKY见面，到我最爱的OLD TOWN老店，“南香”品尝白咖啡与我个人蛋挞排行榜数一数二位置的皮薄馅美的蛋挞。（还帮阿CHUA到Bercham拿货）
3. 回到家已是下午了，非常的累人。睡到了8点，竟然忘了约了Subang 的老朋友吃饭。最后，只有SURIA，Kagu与Chee Jian出席。晚餐一点都“不定”爸爸朋友开的那间店恐怕要被列入黑名单了。
4. 第二天睡得很迟，只约了Chua，Eeleen，Wooi, Lih, Zhe Keng到巴生港口吃海鲜。路途也够遥远的。一时兴起，Bazaar Ramadhan 就变成了海鲜餐。食物中上，价格以KL市价来说还算OK,如果与槟城相比就贵了许多。值得一提的是那有些娘娘腔的Waiter, 当我们点诈Sotong时，他/她竟然袭击我的胸部，真的有够他妈的。哈哈下次还是小心为妙。
5. 公司的WKW9016抛锚在路边。说是Timing Belt断了，这下又要荷包大出血。我就劝CHUA把这辆车给卖了。叫了拖车结果就搞到半夜，不过还好吧，与CHUA，ZheKeng，谈谈天，吹吹水挺写意的。
6. 星期一就帮我的孙到MPSJ缴交罚单。幸运的竟然有折扣，一律RM10。过后机缘巧合下，与ZhangXin， Vinoth， 吃了午餐，过后到Summit，USJ打保龄再与CheeJian看戏。感觉好像回到了中学那样。我们就像从前，看看戏，打打机，吹吹水，吃吃饭，好不快活。我心里想，这一次的聚会好难得，也不知道下一次又会是几时，要好好珍惜。
7. 下午，约了妹妹与表妹去游泳。晚上又带他们去吃宵夜。终于做到了，要不然又被妹妹说没有家人的心。哈哈！大约晚上11点多吧, 约了ZheKeng临时为Leely庆祝生日。灵机一动就买了Durian与Mango Pancake 当蛋糕，ZheKeng用打火机与朔胶圈当蜡烛。简单的庆祝就那样进行了。
8. 星期二约了Sharon和YeeChing唱K。大约一年了吧，自从离开KL后，终于一起出去聚聚。以前大概每个月都会聚一聚吧~这一次回来终于坐到了。晚上与Chee Jian到SS15的LittleBali喝茶享受现场演唱。蛮relax的，不错。
9. 今天已立志要到咖啡店帮忙，也办到了。想起了从前在咖啡店帮忙的时光，好久好久了。下午就到OneU载Wooi Nee, 我们到天后宫拜拜。我求了个好签，是否会如愿以偿？只有，真心的祷告。之后，我们到Nando's吃午餐，好怀念，一年没吃了。一年前就是与你一起吃的。
10. 刚与Subang老友到网咖打机，大家都老了，两个钟都喊累。哈哈真是岁月吹人老。以前打了三五个小时，喝茶时还可以高谈阔论呢~
11. 明天就要回去了。一年了。一年就那样过了。我要更努力去面对更多的挑战，改变自己，提升自我。路还长的很，加油吧各位。
12. 我有努力过，我真的有努力，去珍惜现在的一切，与朋友们，家人们的时间，我知道很多事情一去不回头，我有努力珍惜。有些朋友就没法相见，比如RhuJan，旧同事Ah Kong, 与Juny。不好意识。我不能老是出去，忽略了父母的感受。
13. 未来还是个未知数，希望在明天。要自爱，要珍惜，要努力，要开心。

Memory

1. I had a very clear memory, remember vividly of the incident happened last year. A very crucial and critical time of my life.
2. On the 28th of August 2010, my group of friends, in 3 different car went for a road trip to the east coast, Kuantan Pahang. I chose not to follow, as i thought it will be much more harder to swallow the bitterness, when i have to bid them farewell, and left for Penang after this trip.
3. That morning, i went to their house, to see them off, bought some snack for my gran-daughters, Eeleen, Wooi Nee and also Ting Xuan. When Chua ask me to take care, my tears roll down and i cried. It's like my big senior who took care of me throughout my Uni days, my senior and also my best friend, telling me to be brave and confident, to face my own future and the challenges. Chua assured me that, no worries, it's not a big deal, he will plan a trip up Penang in no time to pay me a visit.
4. By chance, Chu Hui also didn't join the trip. She was shock see me crying and went to kitchen to cut some Honeydew for me. I see her skill was not good at all, at the end, i cut it by myself.
5. We went for a very good dinner in Nando's, Tropicana City Mall. We chat and took some pictures. I couldn't recall the topic we talk about, but i think the atmosphere is good.
6. The next day, 29th of August 2010, we had breakfast in Sentosa's Coffees Shop ( the shop which served ting xuan's favourite Wan Tan Mee). After that, we went to the KLCC Aquaria. We spend the afternoon there, withness many different kind of fishes and marine-animals. We had our dinner in Italiannies, The Curve. We order a spaghetti and also a pizza. I had recorded a video of Chu Hui encouraging me to face my challenge ahead. This video fuel me up whenever i was demotivated or feeling lonely during my early stage in Penang.
7. This outing was something that i will not want to forget. Such a nice and wonderful outing. The next day, i send Chu Hui and Hui ling to their office, also bought them breakfast. I remember i gave her a soft toy, my Fluffy Cow. After that, i stated my journey to Penang. I cried really hard when i was about to leave, saying goodbye to my mom was never easy. The moment she gave me a Hundred Ringgit, tears fall down from my cheek again. With heavy hearts, i started my journey. Chu Hui told me to stop crying, and she will call me to check on me. I was touched and felt really sweet.
8. Another day, and it will be one year due. Maybe our path will cross again, or maybe not. Who can tell me where the future lies? Perhaps we do not meant for each other. I do not have the courage to face the reality.
9. Throughout the year, i had tried my very best, to be there for you, to be positive with the things going on between us, just trying to be someone that i think is best for you. This is a one sided thing, and i know it, somehow, that's the only thing i can do.
10. I pray for miracle too often, for the chemistry between we two, rise back like the way it was during our wonderful outing. You was never the old you that i knew before, and so was i. A year had passed and we all had changed rather drastically or only on some minor things. Our value and needs might be different, nevertheless the future that i prayed for, my love for you was always the same. There's not a single day that i never wish or pray that we can be together.
11. It will be really heavy for me to accept the truth, the truth that will come-by one day. I kept myself prepared for the worst, for the decision that i had made to love you, and shall never regret, regardless what the end will be. The path that i chose; i will never regret that.
12. You had missed my call for many days, i knew you did it on purpose; i do not know why? Maybe you wish that i should stop dragging our relationship? or maybe something upset you so much that you do not want to speak to me? or maybe you heard of something which fuel the hatred of you on me?
13. I do not know the reason, and i am afraid to find it out. I can only keep on praying hard and be positive. When all my effort and deeds were based on a goodwill, i believe, good things will turn up.
14. I have to be much braver, i kept telling myself. Soon or later, i have to face the truth. Sorrow or happiness lays in front of me, i am not too sure which path that i will travel. Deep down in me, i believe the path is all open and decided by the Mighty God, for God will have his plan for me, a reason for me to travel that path. God bless me~
15. This is the Raya break, i do wish you will enjoy your break well and have a good rest.

A Year to Remember; A Decision that Never be Forgotten

1. August' 2011 is coming into an end. It's already a year since i last made decision to come to Penang. Time is really flying.
2. A year had passed and something had changed but yet, certain things never. I not sure whether i had really make progress in my life as a whole, but at least in the surface level, things seem rather positive.
3. I will be buying a house soon. Something seems so far and blurry. Yet, under some pushing from my parents, and also, my urge to have a better living condition ( rather than renting a small room, and do not have any feel of home) things started to be put together.
4. A house with 4 rooms and 3 bathrooms, 20" x 60" , it's rather smaller but i like the way the designer utilized the space and design the area. Every aspect of it, make this house seems more like a home.
5. Of course, it's down to some touch-up and design to make my house warmer.
6. There were things that i could not let go, drag for a year, officially a year due come this August 31st. I am afraid to know the truth. The truth that is not of my wish, that will make my heart breaks.
7. The "Secret" promotes positive thinking to channel the positive aura for a positive living. I need to think positive, brace myself, prepare for the worst and hope for the best. I pray hard every time, for my wish to come true, for the future of me with you.
8. Regarding my job, i am getting more well-verse with daily chores. I still need more polishing on the way to handle things, especially dealing with people. I need to act, behave and do the things that a leader does. I have to start train myself to be more pro-active with higher energy level, make quick and good decision. Most importantly is my EQ, dealing with people needs a lot of good EQ. Progress and breakthrough is the thing that i should sort for this another coming years.
9. My life seems rather interesting, i can't say i am all alone here, with no friends and companion at all. I started to give thanks and appreciate more on the good things that happened on me. Thank you for the time spend with me, for all those Penang friends like Hang Chuan, Shu Mei, Woo Ken, Yue Ping, My Dear Soon-Wooi Nee, Zhe Keng and Kooi Wei and Yan ling. Although you all were back home but still take the trouble and time to spend with me. Every time i back to KL, i will try to make it as pack and meaningful as possible. I try to spend more time with family and friends. It's hard actually, to spend more time at home in the same time going out with friends. I try to make it a Win-Win thing here.
10. Thanks Chu Hui, i do not know whether you like the thing i bought, enjoy having some meals and spending time with me, or willing to let me give you a leave to tuition. What i wish you to know and feel, is my care and love for you. Maybe this is not really the kind of thing you are looking for, but i am truthful and honest, it's never any act or a fake. All i wish for is for you to be happy and well.
11. Thank you for all the friends who will surely ring me up when they are in Penang, Ricky, Zhien Choong, Kenny, Syn yin and Singapore friends, Ah Wooi, Chai Ming, Brendon and many more. Of course i enjoy showing you all around and enjoy some good moments and good food. I hope that more will come to enjoy Penang and the food. Coming months, i will be expecting Keman Tour, that time more will come, I AI, Leely, Chua, Eeleen and so on. Looking forward for it.
12. I have to start to make some new friends here if possible. My apartment has a room to let and i had found this guy, 2 years younger than me, working in Hitachi R&D. Quite friendly guy, i guess i really start making friends already.
13. Just another week, this time next week i guess i will be at home already for the Hari Raya break. Awaiting for this Raya Break for some time already, this break will be meaningful, i plan to meet some KL friends, old colleagues and also a period i called"incubation"for me to fine tune my life. I thought this moment of PAUSE is important too.(Perhaps it's just pure procrastination. Ha-ha)
14. I really do hope and wants to meet you during this break. I think most probably we will be meeting in Penang when i back for work on the 1st Sept. Hope you are doing well there.

Busy Week

1) Really amazed how fast time had past this week. I was really busy with my work, i would
say a 100% concentration was paid on my work. The result, of course, i am more firm and
effective with my work.

2) Seriously, i do not know whether i can adapt to this kind of busy life, i guess it will
be alright as long as not too much of emotions and complaints, and i will do well.

3) It's working Saturday this week, already since a week since i last back to Subang. I
have not been busy looking for house due to my busy work in the office. I guess i
will drive around again to look for any opportunity available this weekends.

4) One thing that i would like to noted down is the incident on monday. I was thinking
that perhaps the day after i was back from Subang, i will be quite emotional in the
evening as i was all alone. To my surprise is, Zhe Keng and also my friend in Penang
called me to YamCha.I am glad, perhaps God help me up and wants to tell me that,
I'm not all alone here, and ask me to keep up my work.

5) Busy schedule throughout the week also kept me from been emotional. Nevertheless,
i will still think of you once in a while. I wonder had you drank the Dutch Lady
i gave you the other day, i still recall some of over conversation and moments
we had through when i was back in KL.

6) It's already August, around 60% of the year had past. We have to work hard and cherish
the present. Hopefully you will be all well and happy. Add oil~lo

回到过去

又是那么的记忆,

那么的熟悉, 那么的相似;

回到了曾经的过去,

依然清晰, 依然不忘;

感觉还是那样, 兴奋与感恩中,

穿插着一丝丝的不舍与难过;

兴奋因为能够相见,相谈, 哪怕只是那么的一刻;

感恩上天的恩赐眷顾, 此时此刻的一切;

不舍一切美好与幸福, 开心与贴心的事;

难过只因害怕将要失去, 畏惧孤独的身影;

坚强些, 加油吧!

看开些, 开心点吧!

自信些, 别放弃啊!

自爱些, 要感恩啊!

献给朋友, 家人, 还有你~

House ? Home ? and weekends special

1. Went to The Star Property Fair looking for any additional option regarding properties in Penang.
2. The price of houses are rocket high in recent years. I am really worried, especially for young graduates like us to own a home.
3. I have some considerations when it comes to buying a house. I am going to stay here permanently ? I do not have a spouse yet, am i buying a home for long or just a short term thing? Am i gonna settle down here? How about my family and friends?
4. These were all very heavy questions to ponder. Perhaps, i only needs to make it simple and clear? Just to get a convenient and comfortable house to stay? Regarding my future spouse and family, it's just to far to wonder and make any planning.
5. Finally i have finally come to some sense and details of my future house, regardless is an old or new house, location must be convenient, and also below 300k. The plan next is to get an agent to help me looking for my future house.
6. This weekends end with special gathering with my friend, Brendon. On the Saturdays, i went to Mengkuang Dam with my colleagues, and then Matta Fair and Property Fair with Kooi Wei and Mei Xian.
7. Sunday was relaxing, cleaning my room and doing my laundry, met up with Brendon and his parents , dinner with Uncle and family, finally me in Cyber Cafe to write this blog.
8. I have to do some recording about my weekends because i always fall short whenever people asking what i did over the weekends.
9. Matta fair was just a so so event. I was surprised how old PISA was. Many local travel agents, bank, and wedding studios setup booth in the fair. Hmm... my mind was playing with ideas and image of where to go next.... taiwan ? bali ? sounds good.. it all depends on my budget...
10. I met up with Brendon in SP and brought them to eat the famous Chili Roasted Pork. The meal was fairly priced. Later we went to a temple, worship 9 Emperor Gods. I went to ask about my life.
11. He told me a few things which i thought is very true. I have dual-personalities. That is all depends on me whether i want to do things in a way i want. He also said that i am a person which can really stands when people is scolding or lecturing. He said this is my strength. I didn't know this is a strength.
12. Third thing is, he said i am a person with very deep psychological thoughts. I can easily catch and understands what people trying to say. Also, i think what he meant was, i have very complex attitude as i am a thinker, who often times think too much.
13. Of course, the outcome of this meeting is encouraging. He told me 2012 mid year and above is good year for me, which is around the corner.
14. Good or bad year, it's actually on my hand to make it better or even greater.
15. Hopefully everyone, my family and friends are filled with happy and health.

杂记 Record of a mix

1) It's been nearly 5 weeks since I last back to KL. Somehow I am still keeping track on this number subconsciously. Perhaps the day when I do not really mind these dates, I will be really well settled here.

2) My life got better in terms of learning, to adapt and enjoy my life. I tried to have some small programme each weekends, I try to shift my focus and attention to the present and beyond.

3) I had visited Penang Hill, Fort Cornwallis, Bon Odori Festival and also Little India. I will tried to enjoy my present life more by doing more activity that I liked. I was planning to join the Star Walk in Septemper, awaitig for my friends from Singapore to come Penang in August, Jacky Cheung concert in December and so on.

4) Small things like enjoying good durian or doing mask, small things like this has very positive impact on me; reminding me to pay attention to myself more.

5) It was last Sunday afternoon when I woke up from my sleep. I was terribly sad. I had a dream, a dream of you telling me that you're leaving. The whole dream was so real that I was deeply affected. I realize how important you are and how much you meant to me. I understand that, if the day was to come, I must be prepared to face it.

6) I pray for the best to the people around me, you and also myself. It was three days after the lunar, but the sky is still decorated with a round moon. I woke up in the mid night and now was in a Indian shop just getting my mind straight.

7) The night was very dark and gloomy, warm moon light shower everything it passes-by. Giving shine, hope and energy to those who are blessed. May it be there for all of us.

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Location:Jalan Todak 5,Perai,Malaysia

Feeling Within

1) Realized that at times, it's really hard to find someone who I can really share my feelings.

2) Back in the school days, best friend, my roomates are always there with me.

3) As we grew older, everyone seems to have changed. They have more important things to cater for, busy with their own life which causes us to feel negletion at times.

4) My soon was right, it's not necessary to share our feeling. Feeling will be all right and safe if it's kept within it.

5) Most situation, we can face the situation and difficulties alone. What we really need is some support and encouragement.

6) Today I felt very heavy again. This time is for the work. I really need to be almost perfect in my job. Not only to fullfill boss' requirement, my also my satisfaction.

7) I need to be the best of myself to handle my job. I have to pay full attention.

8) Thank you for supporting. I do not know you will or not, but I believe so.


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Location:Lorong Janggus Jaya,Permatang Pauh,Malaysia

情与舟

亲情，爱情，友情；



有情则有绪，有绪则有心；
凡有情者就如那汪洋的一小舟，
后路已晚，前路茫茫。


任由这风吹雨打，那日晒雨淋，
历经了狂风暴雨，也略过风平浪静之时，
坚韧的续航，其梦想永系于心中。


开心的不开心的；悲伤的不悲伤的；
通通的希望与期望；种种的失望与绝望；
仿佛那风中的落叶，雨中的水滴，
淡淡的被时光所冲淡，渐渐的被岁月给吞噬。



天长与地久，山盟和海誓，石烂海枯，地老天荒，
都是遥不可及，狂妄之想。
没有谁永远不会改变，没有事永远停滞不前，
为有变，方能久，人亦如是，事亦如此，千古不变。


曾经的拥有，当下的生活，未来的憧憬，
唯有珍惜，知足，并感恩，
只要相信，积极，和努力，
小舟必能安航持续，
系在心中的梦想，就在那不远的前方。

量字

Location:Lunas,Malaysia

Clean-Up Ops

1. Honestly, i felt that i am a very lazy person especially when it comes to cleaning. Anyhow, i do not like when things around me, like my room or car got really messed up.


2. Every since i was back from Bangkok, it's really been a while since i last clean my room up. I always felt tired and low on battery, i had stop going to Gym to date. There were things which really bothering me, makes me worry and wondering most of the time.


3. My mind was heavy.


4. Finally, last sunday, i gathered myself, clean my cabinet, table, the floor, bathroom, apparently the whole apartment. I did my laundry and then finally, i am done. Enjoying my "Three Kingdoms" drama on my bed over the afternoon.


5. The great thing about tidying up my room is, not only my room is clean and welcoming once again, but there's impact also on my mind and emotion.


6. I felt light and refresh once again. Perhaps the messy room over the past few weeks had affected my mood and energy level. I started to imagine and planning what can i achive and do over my free time and weekends.


7. What are the small goals of life that i would like to achieve? What are the small little things which i had neglected? Where is the happiness which i might might have kept in one of the corner? Where is my life leading to for now?


8. One thing that is really encouraging, is to have this positive feeling within me. I am really confident and believe that good things will turn up no matter what the result will be. Somehow i am learning to be and to have a positive mind all the time.


9. I wish this positive things will be there for long.


10. I had also noticed some positive change with you, you have more outings, like paint ball, laser game, tea-time with friends. You also seem more relax, not with you heavy looks and with deep thoughts.


11. Sincerely, i really do hope you will be happy and enjoy your life to the max. Hopefully my present will not bother you, causing any problem for you. For all i wish is only your happiness.

生病记

1）刚从KL回来就病了。身体又再一次的闹别扭，不听话了。

2）仿佛是要告诉我应该更加的爱护自己，疼爱自己，要不然我的身体也要发弃我了。

3）你也病了，自己要更加的保重啊。对你的祝福，希望你会感受到。为自己的生活努力打拼，一起加油吧！

4）我不知道到底你最近在沉思些什么，我只能够默默地在我所能帮助你，关心你；好久都没看到你那灿烂的笑容，发自内心的开心。不过我相信那一天的到来就在不远的前方。

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Location:Lorong Janggus Jaya 1,Permatang Pauh,Malaysia

Pattaya Night

1) Already 1:30am local time as I was sitting by the pool just relaxing myself and calm myself down.

2) It's really an eye opener for me to witness the strip club, pole dance and many other kinds of things and people we can see in a red light district.

3) One thing that needed to stress is about the wonder of the performance by the transexual. Superb dance and casting, the dress, stage setting and the environment they created comes second to none.

4) We're going to the floating market tomorrow, also to pray to the famous 白龙王~

5) We share some good jokes over the dinner, joking about Leely 's sing dollar and a photo I bought from the zoo.

6) Really do hope everyone will enjoy this trip. :)


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Location:Phatthaya Sai 2,Bang Lamung,Thailand

Bangkok Trip Day 2

1) Already Day II here in Bangkok. A very big city which reminds me of Kuala Lumpur most of the time.

2) This will be my third time in Thailand after Krabi and Hadyai.

3) We had watched the infamous Tiger Show and this had strikes many thoughts in me.

4) We're on our way to Pattaya, with sea and beaches. Let's see what is there to offer.

5) Enjoy to the max~


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Location:Phatthaya Sai 2,Bang Lamung,Thailand

Land Slide Tragedy

1) A landslide occurred in the afternoon of May21st, swallowing an Orphan's Home, a record of 26 injuries and death was reported.

2) People starts to speculate who is the one that is accountable to this disaster? Could It be a human error or just a nature course?

3) Many ministers, Chief Minister's wife, The Sultan of Selangor had all visited the affected area to look into this disaster.

4) The goverment will be giving some fund to the families of the 10 victims who had lost their life. Also, the cost of funeral will all be taken up by the federal goverment.

5) The other six victims, some do not share the same luck. Two of the victims have to amputate their limbs off. There were at their teens, how can a young hearts uptake such a big trauma and life impact?

6) To survive from this disaster and get their life back is very furtunate but from then onwards their life will never be the same.

7) It will require a very strong hearts, very brave act to continue to live. They can no longer run in the field like other kids did, they can never be seen as indifferent as others, they will never get to be treated equally.

8) Not everyone can accept loosing their limbs, or vision nor hearing just like that. I felt a lot of sympathy to these young kids also the victims of the landslide who had passed away.

9) The saying of stricten the local housing development regulation, to monitor and study all the housing near the hill side had long be heard. Do we need another Bukit Antarabangsa incident? Do we need another Highland Tower incident or to loose more life to remind everyone especially the developer and the authority about the importance of safety of hillside development?

10) We will not want to see any more human caused disaster. Sometime that can be well avoided but yet, innocent people pays their life.

Location:Jalan Permatang Gedong,Sungai Petani,Malaysia

The Death of Osama Bin Laden

1) The death of this terrorist was well celebrated in the Western World especially by the American. Finally those unfortunate souls lost in the 911 incident can rest in peace. Their death was avenged. Support towards Barrack Obama rose to a new high, increased by 7%.

2) On the otherside of the story, the Muslim world is in agony. They had lost their fighter and hero. The one with such a bravery that is second to none. The mastermind behind Al-Qaeda.

3) As the whole world reinforces their defence and place on alert; the terrorist group is furious and wanting for a revenge.

4) Two main issue arises are, why the difference in reaction in between the Muslim world and the westerners? Second is about the justification of the act of killing Osama without charging him and killing him in another country i.e. Pakistan.

5) Killing Osama will surely not bring more peace to the world, but at least the American felt differently. They felt safer, and relieved when he who shall not be named was condemed to death.

6) The key is to promote world peace and as much as possible to reduce the conflict between the Muslim and the Jewish, Muslim against the Westerners. Kiling him will not stop the harrassment on other innocent life. I am afraid it will back-fired and the people have to pay.

7) To kill Osama in another country without prior notice or approval had greatly neglected the sovereignty of Pakistan. Of course, the American might worried that the news might spread and he might escaped again. Also, American also vary that the local military group will spoil the whole plan. Yet, the fact is that, USA troops had just intruded another country, killed someone and went off. This is an irresponsible act, threatening the Sovereignty of Pakistan and been disrespect to the people of that country.

8) Now, who is there to judge and justify the killing of Osama and intrution of American troops into Pakistan? Was it a necessary act altogether? Again we'll see opinion separated apart.

9) Some might be fuming some might be celebrating and this will go on and on.

10) The point that I want to show is, how much does all this promote to the world peace? Does this help to reduce the absolute poverty in third world country? Does this help to conserve our dying environment? What about those hungry people? What about those chilldren without proper food and shelter? let's not come into education. Tsunami victim? Earthquake survivor?

11) This world is lacking love. Love for oneself and love for others. We are just all not to aware of the things happening. All we wanted is to fullfill our never satisfying's greed and lust. We have long forgotten how to give, and sacrifice for others.

12) We have to start appreciating what we have. To play our active part in the society and in this life. Be responsible, compassion and sensetive. Helping others who are in need. These words are all too familiar and it's time for us, especially our generation to up the notch one key higher, double our effort to make this world a better place.


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Location:Lorong Janggus Jaya 1,Permatang Pauh,Malaysia

Treating Myself Well

1) This weekends finally get to rest as much as I can. No one to date me, no one visiting me, no one actually want to hear from me.

2) I had some plan in mind. After sleeping till 3 pm on Saturday, ( in between I woke up for some cartoon and fall back to sleep again) I prepare myself for a chendol and char kuey teow break in Chai Leng Park.

3) After that, I went back to bath, some tv show again before I went to the island to visit the guan yin temple. Took my I-banana with me, finally after so many months, i-banana adventure re-starts.

4) Walk around the place like a tourist, snap some photos, and also helping my roomate, ah Choong to survey on some hotel for his upcoming visit to Pulau Penang.

5) The feeling was really light and easy. After that I am bck to the mainland. I went to the newly open Smel's cafe to have a burger set. The burger was so so, but the environment is good. I enjoy the dinner quite well.

6) I went for movie, Fast and Furious 5 that night. Great movie, pack with action, fun and love. Well, very much better that I had first anticipated.

7) The next day, I went to have my late brunch in McD. Suppose wanted to visit my grandma but all of them were in the island. Hence, I went to shop in Carrefour. Back to my home and watch some game show and programme. I had some good laugh there.

8) Weather was so hot as I was planning to bring my newly bought book to a nearby cafe to read it. By chance, I felt I really need a haircut. Hence, I went to a saloon for a haircut and hairwash which cost me RM25.

9) I really did enjoy myself well there. Very relaxing, the hairwash comes with the massage. Superb and worth the money paid.

10) Right now I am in the cafe enjoying my Trademark Fried Rice while blogging.

11) I knew deep down I have some problem and worries about the work and you. I miss you, my family and friends. Nevertheless, I need to take control of my life. I need to be happy and be the king of my life.

12) I am really treating myself well this weekends. To have a short tour, nice western meal and movie, a good hair cut and hairwash, and a good relaxing evening in a cafe. The sense of enjoyment and freedom I must cherish and appreciate it.

13) Not forgeting, I wanna wish all moms and especially my mom, Happy Mother's day. May them be blessed with health and happiness all the time.

14) I need to take charges of my life. Be the captain of my ship called Life. Do-be-have!!


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Location:Jalan Besar,Perai,Malaysia

Weekends Break with Family and Friends :-)

1. As usual, the eve of a brand new week, i will be in Internet Cafe blogging and surfing net. This time around, the difference will be that tomorrow will be Wednesday but not Monday.
2. This long weekends + Public Holiday was quite packed with activities. My dearest friend, Chua, Eeleen, Siong and his Galfriend, I ai, Bee Fang, Xue Li, Ting Xuan, Wen Hui, Wee Horng came to Taiping. Myself and Chu Hui went to meet them up in Taiping.
3. Although the trip is short and not packed with many things, but the time spent with my friends and her was worth everything even if it means to do nothing at all, but together.
4. As all of us grew older, we have also changed a lot, but one thing that still brought us together is because we still treasure the friendship and time together. Our memory and all the moment we had spent in University Days could never be forgotten.
5. Me and you have not much chatting, i knew something is playing up your mind. I can only keep showing my care, concern and love towards you although it seems like a One-way thing. I only wishes you to be well and happy all the time.
6. The weekends went on with Wedding Dinner in Taiping, a good dinner there and strong singing performance. Perhaps i am too hungry so i felt the dishes were all above average.
7. The next day, we set to Hat Yai, Thailand in the morning and reached our Hotel, Mayflower Hotel around 2pm. After checked-in, we went to sight seeing in the nearby street straights. Many stalls selling finger food, clothes, bags, souvenirs, and beer. Many local thais could speak hokkien, so communication and bargain is never a problem there.
8. After that, we went back to our Hotel to bath and have a short break. We continued the night with Massage Session. Everyone including my grandma, 2nd Aunt, Small Aunt, My family and my Brother-in-law all joined this family massage session.
9. The youngsters went to McD for dinner and the elders went to a local pub call "WEST SIDE SALOON" for some food. We went to join them after the McD, to enjoy some loud music and band performance.
10. That night, we retired around 12am local time, which will be 1 am in Malaysia.
11. The next morning, we went to a coffee shop for breakfast and then followed by another round of shopping spree in a nearby market. This market had more variety and concentrated. After some last minute shopping, we went back to Penang straight away.
12. Lunch at Lok Yuen and a farewell with mom and dad, i was on my bed again. When i woke up, i felt very sad. I felt so alone and helpless. Made few calls to my Dad, Chua, Wooi Nee, Chu Hui and Eeleen. I had forgotten that today is my dearest Soon birthday. Last year this time, i was in Sarawak, and also, i had forgotten her birthday.
13. Time really flies, many challenges here and there, and there's no compromising. Like it or not, we still have to move on. This time around, i felt many challenge again.
14. Personal life, i felt dried up something, lacking family and friends' support here. I also missed you and always worried and wonder what the future lies ahead of us.
15. Work-wise, there's enormous stress when dealing with my uncle a.k.a my boss. Of course, that's a way to handle this stress. The first thing is to act; to take action. I must be more competent and extra hardworking to reach his requirement. I must also be extra focus on the important thing like getting the thing done instead of the feeling of sadness, lost confident and been paranoid. I must gain my confident back and have character in working.
16. This is my 9th month here, i need to rectify this and shall not run away anymore. I need to grow up and be responsible. I need to be my old-self, with confident and character.
17. Also hope i will enjoy myself well in another up-coming trip in Bangkok. Wish you will be well and happy too.

人联党，马华，民政

1. 打着代表华裔的马华，人联以及多元种族的民政都在选举里输得一败涂地。
2. 在国阵底下的它们这下怎么还能够在巫统前面大声说话呢？本来就已经一党独大的巫统这下可会变得更加不可一世？
3. 当我还在大学时就深知在多元种族的社会的游戏规则。身为少数的我们更加要一两拔千金，一定要有价值，更需要有草根（人民或学生）的支持才能立足。
4. 这下代表华人的这三党输得那么惨，叫它们怎么苟且下去？失去了自尊的党，那还有颜面在其他友族前面争取及保护本身的权益？
5. 到底是否人民已经垂弃种族政党？人民需要一个全民的政党？各族是否已经能够接受没有种族政党？
6. 以现在的趋势来看，马来票与印度票已回流，华人票还是渐行渐远。
7. 种族色彩的政治如果再走下去，吃亏的最后只会是少数的人民与国家，得力的就只是那些政治人物。
8. 308带来了巨大的希望给华人与印度人。反风大起后，国阵不敢再走极端路线，民联更加的努力去证明它们取代国阵的能力。国阵也好民联也好都有许多的要去证明。
9. 我相信只有两线治才能够还给我们未来一个更加的美丽与美好的将来。

预感 + 突来奇想

1. 有幸，Kooi Wei 突然来电约我到Pantai Kerachut 去。就听闻那地方有多漂亮，多美丽；二话不说，答应了他就去了。
2. 经过了一段满累的山路，就到达了目的地.
3. 海景不错，沙滩也不赖。想不到那么幸运能够看到那么美丽的风景。
4. 少了UM一般的陪伴，心里难免也有一些怪怪的感觉。如果大伙有在该有多好。不过，我还是尽量去享受每个过程。
5. 认识了一些新朋友，希望未来会过得更好。
6. 这几天，心情也不是那么的好。还是那样，在乎，猜测，怀疑，顾虑，担心。从我离开KL已经过了一个星期了。
7. 想不到，离开KL的那一刻，与你道别后，老泪还是不听我的使唤，流了下来。
8. 内心的挣扎，又希望快些回去，又希望迟些。好怕回来后还要努力去适应没有朋友的感觉。
9. 回到KL,又有些害怕去面对朋友与你，纵然内心是那么的渴望，但还是在原地踏步。
10. 我只希望未来会更美好；展望那璀璨人生的来临。
11. 希望神会眷恋我，保佑我。

Back to Subang

1) The moment when I was about to reach Subang, it's all filled with excitement.

2) I was excited to see the place which is so familiar, the place I grew up. The urge to meet my parents and you.

3) I have been expecting to have some valueable time with you. I don't know whether our outing is consider good or not but I guess it is better than none.

4) I felt happy to sing K with you, I guess the last time was during my birthday in year 2007.

5) I do not dare to make any extra plan. Just a very simple Saturday outing. I wish to allocate the maximum time for you and my parents.

6) I have to go back and face my challenge again tomorrow. I really don't know what the future will hold.

7) I pray for miracle to come. No matter what, I nees to gather myself together, take each and every steps bravely. I don't want to leave any regret behind.


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Location:Jalan USJ 11/4f,Subang Jaya,Malaysia

Hot Sunday Afternoon

1. It was a really hot afternoon. I have nothing much to do other than sleeping and watching some programme from the television.
2. I went to have a short tour around Chai Leng Park before going to internet cafe. There's a particular busy hawker area, so i decided to check it out.
3. There were a few stalls there selling Rojak, Chendol, Ice Kacang, Pasembur, Pisang Goreng, Coconut drinks and Laksa. There were quite a crowd there. Many people was enjoying their chendol and ice kacang. As i am afraid will get asthma attack and cough again, i have to avoid having such PerFect delicacies in this hot afternoon.
4. I opt to have a coconut drink which only cost me RM1.20 per cup. I have also order a plate of pasembur. Although the pasembur is not as nice as of SS15 Subang Jaya or the stall in Seksyen 17, Petaling Jaya, but it's ok.
5. A very local and typical afternoon tea break that i am having here. I guess Penangnites really know how to enjoy their life.
6. Since my toe is recovering and the wound has already dry up, i think i can go to have a swim in the public pool tonight. This is to help to relax myself.
7. Something exciting is that finally i get to go back this coming weekends. The long awaited trip back KL.
   
8. Maybe we can plan something, to go out, but i am all not to sure whether you will be willing to go out with me.
9. Nevertheless, all i want is to be happy, with good intension and wills, good things will turn out right?
10. Well may the coming trip will be a safe and happy one. Hoorah Hoorah~
    

生活的点滴

1. 生活有时真的需要一些小插曲才显得特比。我终于踏出了第一步认识了第一位槟城的朋友。
2. 非常开心的去唱K。吃饭时，我把车停在付费停车场。一位老UNCLE跟我收了二令吉后，便要了我的车钥匙。由于车位满了，我就毫不犹豫的将钥匙交给了他。
3. 当我回来取车时，发现人不见了，车还在。急忙到附近打听看，结果没人认识那UNCLE。这下可急了。我安排朋友会家后，本想到附近的酒店过夜。我把我房间与公司的钥匙都留在车里。但心还是放不下。我觉定要回公司拿SPARE KEY。现在我就需要人载我到北海去借公司的钥匙让后到KULIM去。
4. 问题是我更本找不到任何朋友帮我。当时的我好伤心。当我在犹豫还有没有其他朋友时，奇迹出现了。那老UNCLE竟然回来。他向我道歉，说他一时忘了拿了我的钥匙。真的太幸运了。
5. 今天在FACETIME，我UNCLE与姐姐他们通话。在这VIDEO CALL里，看到了姐姐，妹妹，弟弟与母亲。心中有无比的感动。不知要如何形容。
6. 这两天的事情告诉了我亲情与友情的可贵啊！一方面可能让我觉得自己好可怜，因为缺少了朋友在身边，家人的陪伴。从另一个角度去想，现在的心情印证了亲情与友情在我心中的地位。我要更加的珍惜它。
7. 生活没有绝对吧～只有活在当下才是唯一的拥有。

你不知道的事

1）这首王力宏的歌带给我许多回忆。就当我将离开吉隆坡到槟城的那时候，力宏推出了他最新的专辑与自己做导演的处子戏“恋爱通告”。

2）当时的点点滴滴都被深深的锁在这些歌曲里。每当听到这些歌曲，心情是笔墨难以形容的。

3）与你离别时最后一处戏就是这一部吧～当时你好像有些不愿意去看，我还记得之后我一个人到MAMAK档吃东西遇到了woo ken。

4）事情依然那么的清晰；好像刚发生一样。

5）自从搬迁到这里，我的目标非常的清晰，就是工作。但，除此自外我也默默的希望有那么的一天，我们能够携手同行。

6）我就那样的保持这样的信仰，坚定的一步一步的面对未来。保持着那积极的一面勇敢的去追求自己所要的生活。

7）世事岂能尽如人意。所要面对的还是逃不了。

8）当知道了你所谓的问题时，我真的好伤心。觉得自己好愚蠢，好笨。我觉得你一丁点儿都不珍惜我。我尝试去更勇敢的去面对，告诉自己，重要的是我到底能付出多少，而不是得到多少。因为到最后，我只希望你幸福快乐。

9）我越来越在乎你给的反应。到底你心里有没有那么一个我？我感觉到辛苦与伤心。你的反应是多么的难预测。

10）自私的我决定暂时把自己抽离这漩涡，感觉已经越踩越深。让我自己清醒些，到底我要什么?到底在我俩的关系里我想得到什么？我的生活呢？如果有你？如果没有你？又应该如何呢？

11) 有太多你不自道的事... ...

遥远的人生旅途

1. 自从过了年关后，身体健康就每下愈况。头痛，咳嗽，伤风，气喘等都一并跟我称兄道弟。上个星期六又刚动了脚趾的手术，突然面对那么多的事情，整个人有点不懂怎么去释怀。
2. 除此之外，我也收到关于你与你“问题”的消息。好伤心，好心疼~ 我觉得好对不起自己，不爱惜我自己。到底我为了什么? 原来一切并不是我希望的那样。
3. 突然觉得生活的Balance乱了。一直以来的希望，坚持与抱负好像都要垮了。我依然尽量坚持着，依然努力去尝试坚持。
4. 我想我需要一个时间去沉淀，再去探索，去想一想；也许一切都没变，倒还是那样。但至少我觉得我需要一些时间去适应，去面对。
5. 关于工作，压力；老板给的，工作上的，同事间的，在所难免；
6. 关于家人，关系密切了许多，与父母，与姐姐，妹妹和弟弟都改进了不少
7. 关于朋友，虽然不能常见面，还是可以维持；也应该是时候去认识新朋友了。
8. 关于你，对你的心依然没变。只不过，我好担心再一次的受伤，你的反应让我不知所措。到底你心里对我是怎么样，我猜不透。我想要坚持，努力争取，等待。
9. 关于自己， 我一直都提醒自己要多爱自己一些，我会努力的。
10. 希望上天能够帮助我，我也需要多一点关心，关怀与爱护啊～你可别忘了我。我知道我要更加的坚强，请允许让我脆弱的那几刻，休息一会儿我又会continue 我的旅途了。
    

Happening and Meaningful Weekends

1) Recently I have a lots of headache and it's getting more and more serious.

2) My colleagues gave me many suggestions of the cause of headache, might be stress, lack if sleep, not suitable spectacles, migrain and etc.

3) On that Friday, I got a the headache in the afternoon but I insist not to take panadole. I had to surrender and took two activ fast panadole after dinner in grandma place. Chua, Zhe Keng and Lai Guo Xiong already in Alor Star for the Talk on National University Entrance Application for STPM students. He asked me over but I an suffering a bad headache. Since Kooi Wei also wanted to go, hence after a short 30 minutes rest I went to SP to pick him up and here we come ALor Star.

4) After put in a lot of effort, me and Kooi Wei finally found a Chinese restaurant and took over supper. We then met up with others in the hotel.

5) The gambling session last till 4 am and I had lost 80ringgit. Gorsh, it was a really crazy and happy night.

6) The next day, we woke up at 930 am. The feeling of waking up in a hotel room felt very much like we are on vacation. Also, the sudden feeling also reminds me of the time when I was working in Envirogard, travelling here and there staying in different hotels. After a short 10minutes gambling we went to SP for brunch.


From left: Chua, Zhe Keng, Kooi Wei and Guo Xiong.


The name of the Restaurant细九.
Served quite good food and steam rice.






7) We then went to Taiping for the next session with the local students. They were shy and asked little questions.



8) After some struggling, I had decided to follow them to the Ipoh for another session. The MCA centre was crowded and packed with parents and students.

9) The reception was good. A few approaches me to ask some question. Some insisted on applying course that requires requirement higher than theirs. Well it's hard to persuade one. Nevertheless some is very down to earth and asking my opinion. I pray for the best to them. They're many future and dreams ahead of them. It's all depends on them to colour their future now.

10) Maybe some will get what they wish and some maynot. I really do hope all of them can get what they wish for. I also hope god can help them to realise what they really like, and where their future lies. They're many choices in life and there're many possibilities out there. All the best to you all.

10) I knew you have to work over the weekends. Hopefully you're doing well and take good care there. I will take care of myself also. Hopefully my headache will be better and I will learn how to handle my stress better.



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地震

1）饭后看到新闻播报纽西兰发生了6.3级地震。电视画面出现了人们恐慌的尖叫声，保安人员高声喊话，受伤的人从废墟抬出来。整个场面好比911恐怖袭击。
2）此时的我突然想要落泪的感觉。生命好渺小好无奈。被访问的逃脱者说她公司里还有9位同事被困在废墟中。我想应该凶多吉少了。
3）没有预先的警报，只是那么的一两分钟，美丽的城市就化为乌有。多少遗憾，多少悲伤，多少说不清的悲剧一一的发生率。
4）地球的另一边，LIBYA政府用军队对付在街头示威的平民。用炸弹，子弹对付任何违抗政府的人民。到底天理何在？
5）埃及的政治动荡，所幸没有太大的伤亡。
6）突然觉得世界的次序越来越乱。天灾人祸都到齐了，就只差那末日的来临。。。
7）觉悟吧人类~趁你们还可以彼此折磨，彼此利用；尽情的享受，尽情的自娱；
8）上天的惩罚是无法避免的。大自然会有觉醒的一天。
9）还剩下些什么？给我们的未来？


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Location:Lorong Janggus Jaya 1,Permatang Pauh,Malaysia

Chap Goh Meh

1) Visited the temple in Raja Uda on this special day. The temple was packed with people as there's an on-going concert.

2) The moon is really round as seen in this photo. Haha one might mistaken the dragon ball for the moon or vice-versa.




3) I was really lucky and glad to be able to go back to KL to celebrate my CNY with my friends and family.

4) My sibblings were back and we pre-celebrated mom's birthday.

5) There's this Kong Ming Deng that bought by Eeleen frm Ktn. Very cheap, only RM1.60/pcs.



6)After the gambling session which I had won RM 200, haha, we set the lantern flying.

7) We have all wrote down our new year wishes on the lantern and praying for the best for the rest of the year.

8) The feeling was special to see the lantern flying up the skies , like seeing our dream held high.

9) Let's hope everyone will get what they wish have wishes for, outcome what ever it is good, god bless evryone with happiness and health.

10) Come on and make it a blast for year 2011!!!


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Location:Jalan Kelisa Emas,Perai,Malaysia

Valentine Day

1) It was already two years ago since I last present you flowers. Exactly the same day, the eve of Valentine day.

2) It really took me a lot of courage to give you the flower the first time down Jalan Alor and this time, it also requires alot of guts for me to give this precious gift to you again.

3) I knew what us troubling you. That I might not be your Mr. Right. That I might be a good lover, the special someone that you may wishes for.

4) I tried and worked hard to give you more love, care and showing you that I am capable of being someone that's always there for you. Probably the timing is not right, or probably that we might be just lack that little sparks.

5) What I know is I will keep on trying and working on it. All I know is all this is worth while. I know you are trying hard also, to be convinced, to be made believe.

6) I must provide more sense of protection for you, by becoming a better me, myself, a good lover, a good father in the future and a good life companion.

7) I knew this sounds really crazy and over but it's for real.

8) I only pray for your happiness, it's very sad for me to see you having sleepless nights. Let's work hard together.

9) May god bless me for this relationship to be a fruitful one.


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First Day of Chinese New Year

1. It' the first day of Chinese New Year, it's always the same over the years ever since my memory could recalled.
2. A busy reunion dinner and praying at the new year eve. Light up the 8 foot long fire crackers, and praying to the god for a better year ahead.
   
3. This year it's said that the fireworks is merrier than the year before as the selling price for the rubber and oil palm sore high, many local small holders have had a good fortune.
4. I was given advice this year by the Da4 Bo2 Ye2, to pay more attention and dedication on my work. Second advice given was, not to put too much weight and focus on the relationship matters.
   
5. Clearly all this while i had been putting too much heart in this, as i really treat this relationship matter seriously.
6. I brace myself, to face this challenge, i work hard and tried hard to gain this relationship. I don't know whether my effort will be in-vain but i just knew that no matter what, i must try.
7. There 's nothing else i could do, other than praying to god for a little more blessing on this.
8. For whatever is yours will always be yours and anything that do not belongs to oneself, it will never be.
9. I think i have to follow the flow, try my best and pray for the best.
10. Wishing everyone that i know a Happy Chinese New Year and blessed with EXTRA happiness and fortune.
11. I wish that you will be well and happy. Gain whatever that you need to be stronger and happier in live. Wish that everything that you had wished for will comes true. Take care and enjoy yourself well.
    

The Feel Good Effect before CNY

1) The environment is all filled with joy and happiness. Everyone wishing each other for a better year, better health and better fortune.

2) I am also waiting for this big day. Awaiting to be reunion with my family, gambling, having fun and share jokes together. I am also very keen to gather with my fellow friends, already imagining been with them already.

3) Most of all deep down inside, I am also wishing for all the good and happening things to happen between us. Really anticipating for the day to come by to meet you.

4) With such a high hope and I have become wary of falling. I am afraid that things do not turn up well or not as expected. I am wory.

5) Seems like the only two things that I can do now is to enjoy myself to the fullness during this festive season, and be confident that good things will come-by.

6) Attached with a picture of bunny from Sunway Carnival Mall. Happy Rabbit Year my fellow friends, colleagues and family members. May your dream comes true and bless with happiness and fortune.


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Location:Jalan Sepakat,Lunas,Malaysia

Pre-Chinese New Year Fever

1) It's been a while since I last post in the blog. Time really flies, as the Chinese New Year is just around the corner.

2) I recalled how anxious and excited I am the year before. Working in Sandakan and cann't wait to go back to KL. I remembered I bought a lot of fish and prawns back, many memory of the past.

3) At this particular moment, I am also quite excited for the upcoming Chinese New Year. A great gathering with family and friends. This meant alot to me.

4) Never been so happy when listening to the Chinese New Year Songs. I can remember vividly when I board the Mas Plane back to KL and when I heard the familiar song playing. My heart pumps faster and the happiness level rose sharply.

5) It's never about having an extra ang pau, it's the symbolic of reunion and joy.

6) I do and really wish if I could share this. To tell how much it meant to me, and to share with you.

7) Ever since the time when you didn't answer my call, I started to feel pressure and worries. Everytime when I feels like calling you, I really have to gather my courage and put myself together. I know it sound silly, but it's true.

8) I am afraid of the outcome, that probably you felt troublesome, u felt annoyed whenever I called. I M afraid to be left behind, to be disregard again.

9) Situations are under control. I need to reinforce my believe. How I wish you will know somehow.

10) I put my hopes on the future, just a mere meeting or gathering is already very good for me. Chinese New Year this time, have to be really haappening And Meaningful.


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Location:Jalan Kelisa Emas,Perai,Malaysia

Happy New Year 2011

1) It was rather tiring after a long week. A very long haul December.

2) Started with Keman Camp. I didn't manage to write anything about the camp yet. To put it simple, I like to be a fasilitator mostly to share my thoughts and opinion with the juniors. Hoping my input will inspire them in some ways. On the other hand, it is a great chance for me gathered with my UM and other friends I knew I Keman 12. To spend a night or two with you already caused me to feel very excited and happy. Simple smile already satisfy me.

3) After the camp my work load is double or tripled. 6-7 tenders to rush and dozens of things to follow-up. Life is meaningful at this time of time. I am rather excited too as I know soon I will have my company trip; a new year countdown with you which is the part that excites me most.

4) My company trip to melacca and Singapore is enjoyful. I have some great time with the kids of my colleagues. Visiting many places that I had once visited when I am in my standard six. My memory of the past was very little if not minimum. As I has post in my previous blog; I wanna live in the present and create more good memory. Perhaps in my future blog I will explain more about what I think about Singapore.

5) After the trip I went back to KL. I was happy and satisfied to meet you the other night. Giving you a treat and the souvenirs I bought for you. Your smile and the jokes we shared, I will remember. We went to count down in Sepang Gold Coast. Although all of us seems like lack some energy or chemistry on that night. Perhaps all of us had grown older. Haha. Most importantly we found down together and spend some valuable time. You seems not happy and I don't know why? I hope it is fine.

6) The next day I rush to Johor for my cousin's wedding dinner. I manage to catch up some family time. We went to Resort World's casino and contribute some cash for the development of Singapore.

7) I have to rush back to KL the next day, for my best friend's wedding dinner and present 2 songs. I hope my voice will be better and I could put up a good show.

8) I am happy and look forward to go back to work. To start facing my job again and of course for your upcoming birthday. I pray that things will be going well.

9) The main topic for this blog is the new year resolution. I made 5 resolution, but I failed a few. I failed to pick up a musical instrument, to keep fit and stay healthy and to have more savings. I manage to improve my relationship with my family and also manage to work towardw my career objective which is to be proliferate and effective in my job. About parter-wise, I will need some help. I know you just couldn't accept me but I still put up hope that one day you will have second thoughts. I really pray for it hard.

10) So this year I will have new resolutions. The firs threes will be the one that I failed to do so. Namely, keep fit & healthy, have more savings 20% and finally to learn a musical instrument.

11) On top of that, I wanna be more independent and resillence. I wanna be high in EQ, positive, confident and a grateful person. Many strong words that I am using here. I needs to keep telling myself.

12) The fifth will be about my career. As I had started to move up Penang to help my uncle. My priority now is to be well-verse on my job, to prove my ability menawhile strengthening my weaknesses. I need to be an asset like Mr. Mak or Mr. Oh.

13) Last but least is about you. I pray for your happiness and healthiness. Wish the god will answer my prayer someday. I wish the day will come by that you will be the one that I could share my life with.

Happy New Year for all of you and myself. Many happy returns.

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Location:Jalan Merawan,Johor Bahru,Malaysia