A rest, badly need it

1) Transsion period is always difficult. The fact that I am facing both in my working life and personal life is more difficult.

2) I am seriously tired to deal with all the household thingy. Somehow i am not enjoying the overall process at all. It is tedious, very tasking on my mind and my energy level.

3) Somehow I cannot dig deep into my reserve for more energy to handle all of this.

4) This is a great challenge for me. I mean to face the things that I do not like to deal with at all.

5) Often times things always do not goes as planned, sub-contractor failed to turn up, the job is unsatisfactory, the do not deliver their promise, people giving empty promises all the time.

6) I am furious but I do not wish to turn my temper on them. I wish for a solution. A peaceful one, as much as possible.

7) There are still many things yet, house painting, CCTV, unpack my things, to buy curtain, some furniture, arrangement of the delievery of my bed. Looking for tenants who had actually broke his promise to rent my previous apartment.

8) I need a refreshment before my job will drown me with all the works; together with the pressure from my house, I will be totally collapse then. A rest is very muh needed.

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Location:Lorong Seri Arowana 10,Seberang Jaya,Malaysia

First Night

1) This is my very first night here. After a long 2.5 months of preparation, and finally my new house is 'about' ready.

2) It was really tasking and tiring when I have to hurry the preogress of my house and also focusing and delivering on my job.

3) Many challenges that I had to encounter for this new house. It really does challenge my ability to manage, to plan, to execute, to handle situation, to adapt the stress, most of all it is multiple multi- tasking.

4) Yet, there were still some pending issue to settle. For example to repaint part of the wall, CCTV and alarm, awning and grill and lastly to clean and furnish the house.

5) This is a day to remember. A fresh new page in my personal history. More to come, better than ever.


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Location:Lorong Seri Arowana 10,Seberang Jaya,Malaysia

Last Few Nights

1) Things are all planned. Auto- gate, alarm and CCTV, kitchen cabinet, electrical work and electrical appliances, touch up job on the grill and awning, arrangement for people to clean the house, renting out my current room, buying the necessary equipments and tools.

2) I will try my best so that things will go accordingly. I know somehow something might go wrong some where but I am sure that I need to be flexible enough to adapt the change.

3) My nights are numbered here. There used to be a bird nest next to my window. It was there from December last year until recently I removed it.

4) I saw little egg inside the nest in December, and then in february or so the nest become noisy and only in early April I see some young birds learning to fly.

5) I removed the nest two weeks ago as i needs to rent the room out, a good image is necessary. This week the birds came back three times to re-build the nest.

6) The first day, I throw the nest away, when I got back from work here is the nest again. Surely it cost the two bird the whole afternoon. Sadly I have to remove it. The next day, when I am back, a smaller nest was found. I didn't realise there are two birds inside. As I am approaching to throw the nest, the two birds got scared and fly away. I had decided to close the window smaller, but who knows the nest is back again today.

7) So sorry birdie, I can no longer have you as my roomate, I need to move already. I wish that you guys can have a better place then. I will have to remove your nest again.

8) As my life is really gear up with work and house renovation, I was really at a low. Somehow, i saw rainbow two weeks in a row. It was a really big and half circle rainbow.





9) Well, needless to say the instance I saw the rainbow, the feeling was fantastic. I truly fall in love on it. A true natural beauty. Something we cannot buy nor ask for. It's all an event of chance.

10) Thank you god. Yes, I got the message. I will work harder. I will be better. I can do it. Wish to share this feeling to all of my friends, I pray for them, wishing everyone to have more positive energy in their life.

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Location:Jalan Kelisa Emas 3,Perai,Malaysia

Counting Down

1. Many things are happening this few weeks, i do not have time to write a blog until the mid of April.
2. As usual, my job is still ever demanding, i work hard to full-fill my task, but my boss still do not see the efforts and was complaining that i didn't perform up to his requirement.
3. I guess more communication and understanding between us is necessary, as i am working till my brain is about to explode but still cannot match boss expectation?! Perhaps i am working in a wrong direction.
4. My new house is about to be ready. In two weeks time, i will need to move in no matter what, as i have rented my current room out from May on-wards.
5. Current pending issue is CCTV and Alarm works, Kitchen Cabinet, Auto-gate installation and wiring, electrical appliances appliances installation. Meanwhile, sub other pending matter is the grille which block the emergency exit (window), i will need to ask the contractor to modify the grille so that the exit is not blocked. Other minor matter will be the bed, the curtain and also to clean the house.
6. There are many things that need to be settle but i will take it one by one, as everything can be planned.
7. In two weeks time i will move away from this rented room. Exactly 20 months, 1.5 years i had stayed here, it was much longer that any of the room i stayed before during university days. Time really flying and i have a lot of catch up need to do.
8. Maybe i will miss here a lot, nice room, nice view and the feeling when i first started to stay here.
9. I am going to move into a new phase of my life, when i moved out from here. More commitment, older, wiser. Hopefully everything will be ever wonderful and nice.