Last day

1) Well without realizing it, it was already last day here.
2) Although both trip had a different experience but I thought that the one with my UM friends are better.
3) Went to different places but the overall Bangkok experience is not that great.
4) The food they served, the place we went is all packed with tourist. And it is not fun at all.
5) Gonna catch some sleep now.


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Location:Eastin Hotel, Makkasan

Bangkok Trip Day 1

1) Well I had to admit that I was coming to this place with not much anticipation.
2) Anyway I kept telling myself to see the little things and enjoy myself.
3) Passed-by the shopping centre and the place I used to stay last year. The big and grand temple located in front of shopping centre where we prayed.
4) Many great memory here. Was about to sleep now. Good hotel.


Ronald in Thailand


Piggie from 林真香


Happenings Light Deco


Nice Christmas Tree, but lack snow.

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Location:Ratchaprarop 3,Bangkok,Thailand

The End of The World ... ... Which ended like any other movie

1. So much of hypes and talk about the end of the world on 21st December 2012. As i am writing this blog at the early morning of 22nd December 2012, and you may notice that, there's electricity supply, internet line is stable, no problem for me to be safe at home typing this blog and obviously i am still alive.
2. Some might even feel upset or letting down because the end never really arrived. Some felt cherish instead.
3. For me, although the end of the world is not happening like the way in the disaster movie, at least it should ended something like a cartoon animation where the heroes saved the day, everybody live peacefully ever after. Hence the illusion that there's this team of human who went and save the earth for any possible meteor crash of alien invasion.
4. This talk of the end of the world serve well as a reminder for all the people around the globe, that we are not in total control of our own life. There's much more things out there, be it the nature wonder, the alien in the universe, we may never know what is there that could impact our life. Whatever we can do is to cherish whatever we got now.
5. Looking beyond this date, is Christmas and New Year. Everything should be back to norm i guess. Chaotic working life, lonely personal life with little spark of inspiration and daily chores. A new beginning or a restart might be an answer for many people who face challenges, hardship or things unwanted in life. For me, perhaps a re-start could be helpful too. To re-discover the path, and the happiness. This re-start do not actually follows the physical date, like 1st of January; it can be any other day, most importantly the mind and the heart must be together.
6. The end is just another beginning~

A house or A home

1. As the end of the year drew near, there're still many things that still yet to accomplished. The very first few things on the list are furnishing my home. After months of surveying the price for refrigerator, LED TV, sofa set, coffee table and TV cabinet; finally i had decided and started my shopping spree.
2. The fridge and TV came earlier, and finally the sofa sets were delivered last weekends. Finally this house looks more like a home now. I can enjoy some cold drinks, while watching drama, relaxing on the sofa just like my home.
3. This is my 7th month moving into this house. I am already getting used to it. This house had hosted many visitors. Many of my friends, my family member had came before.
4. Recently 2 more people joined and became my housemates. My Form 6 friend, Su Ying and her husband moved in as they are currently posted in Seberang Jaya Hospital. It's been many years, i think around 5-6 years that we had not meet or contacted each other. 
5. Events of life is so unpredictable. No one will guess that we will meet again. Honestly, my memory of Su ying already faded, perhaps we are not so close friend back then, there's little that i can recall.
6. Anyhow, what i am trying to stress and convey is, we cannot predict the future. Things happened and passed just like that. So we have to enjoy every moment.
7. Having a friend as housemate is totally different. There's more noise, more talking at home. She will force me to clean the house more often now. Haha ... ... Having someone we know at home is really handy. I had never expected anyone of my knowing to move in ... ... god has it's plan and at this very chapter really help me a lot.

往事如烟

五月天-如烟

词/曲：石头/阿信

我坐在床前望着窗外回忆满天
生命是华丽错觉 时间是贼偷走一切
七岁那一年抓住那只蝉以为能抓住夏天
十七岁的那年吻过他的脸就以为和他能永远

有没有那麽一种永远 永远不改变
拥抱过的美丽都再也不破碎
让险峻岁月不能在脸上撒野
让生离和死别都遥远有谁能听见

我坐在床前转过头看谁在沉睡
那一张苍老的脸 好像是我紧闭双眼
曾经是爱我的和我深爱的 都围绕在我身边
带不走的那些遗憾和眷恋 就化成最后一滴眼泪

有没有那麽一滴眼泪能洗掉后悔
化成大雨降落在回不去的街
再给我一次机会将故事改写
还欠了他一生的一句抱歉

有没有那麽一个世界永远不天黑
星星太阳万物都听我的指挥
月亮不忙着圆缺 春天不走远
树梢紧紧拥抱着树叶 有谁能听见

耳际眼前此生重演 是我来自漆黑而又回归漆黑
人间瞬间天地之间 下次我又是谁

有没有那麽一朵玫瑰永远不凋谢
永远骄傲和完美永远不妥协
为何人生最后会像一张纸屑
还不如一片花瓣曾经鲜艳

有没有那麽一张书签停止那一天
最单纯的笑脸和最美那一年
书包里面装满了蛋糕和汽水
双眼只有无猜和无邪 让我们无法无天

有没有那麽一首诗篇找不到句点
青春永远定居在我们的岁月
男孩和女孩都有吉他和舞鞋
笑忘人间的苦痛只有甜美

有没有那麽一个明天重头过一遍
让我再次感受曾挥霍的昨天
无论生存或生活我都不浪费
不让故事这麽的后悔
有谁能听见 我不要告别
我坐在床前看着指尖已经如烟

好一首歌；述说了人生多少的无奈；

有些道路就只能走一回；有些事情就只会发生那么一次；

好的还是坏的都一一的收下；因为那些是生命的过程。

告诉自己不要有后悔的空间，遗憾的机会；

什么事情，什么感想，什么愿望，什么地方；

还没做的；还没说的；还没达到的，还没去的；

把握当下。

Rainbow

1. I am not too sure since when, perhaps ever since i moved to Penang, i fall in love with Rainbow. Whenever i see one hanging in the sky, i will felt excited instantly.
2. A rainbow is a nature wonder, it's so precious as it was produced by chance and for a brief moment only.
3. Every time i saw this nature wonder, it gave me a very positive energy. It's like seeing a light at the end of a tunnel. By chance, i had witnessed this two days in a row last week. Lucky Me~
4. It's been a long week, and many things had happened. I had witnessed how vulnerable our life is and how little we can do and how helpless we are.
5. Nevertheless, gathering our strength together and with a solid faith, we can face each turmoil and challenge in our life bravely. I hope these rainbow will give us extra strength, and makes us believe that, there's always hope and way to live happily.
6. I do hope by sharing this pictures of rainbow to all my friends, hoping them to stay brave, stay positive and never give up to live a happy life.

祭文

没有任何人能够逃脱的命运；
生老病死的循环，千古不变。

付出了他的一生，成就了子女；
牺牲了自己，就只为了他人的幸福；
所有曾经的美好回忆都化成了思念。

您的好，您的爱，您的笑；
您的关怀，您的细心，您的爱护；
您的孩子都会牢牢地记得。

一路走好 王爸~
一切的遗憾与不舍都已成过去；
系上儿女与老伴的祝福与祷告安心的上路。

好耐冇见; 好耐冇来啦~

1）笔直的一段路不只联系了不同的城市, 也联系了记忆的拼图。绿油油的树木整齐的排列在两侧；还是像以往那样招呼着刚到达的人们。在树阴底下驱车，心里是别有一番风景。

2）之前到访的回忆渐渐浮现，汽车好像装了自动驱使的装置向目的地前进。三年的光阴好像并没有在回忆里留下任何的痕迹。周围的环境与记忆好像都被装进了时光锦囊，保存的好好的。兴奋的心情虽然没有因为言行举止流露，但是内心里已悄悄地漫延了起来。

3）说是吃肉骨茶，到最后只是我一个人吃。被一位不吃肉骨茶的人带去，心里是感到纳闷之余，还有庆幸。幸亏没叫两人的份。听说这家肉骨茶的老板会跳国标舞。店里除了有肉骨茶味道自外，墙上也有国标舞的设计有国标舞锦标赛的录影让食客欣赏。这我看就是很特别的配对吧~新鲜感100分!

4) LEGOLAND 的入口人山人海。在大门留影后就到Tutti Fruitti 小休片刻。炎热的下午来点优葛很不错吧！想必大家万万没想过下优葛的陪衬食物竟然是烧卖。是我从KL特地买下来的。照片里的优葛看起来大小有别但重量却一样。这也是蛮出奇的。活说回来，我拿优葛的技巧可不赖，虽然才第二次光顾，看那青黄色优葛的卖相，没有三两年工夫，可办不到的。

5）之后到达Hello Kitty Town 位于LegoLand 附近。 地点叫Puteri Harbour。相信未来这里将会是重点旅游区。逗留了片刻便到五福城去。“好耐无一起唱K”-本想去高歌一曲但假期的关系太多乳臭未干的小伙儿，没有空房；唱K只好作罢。

6）塞翁失马焉知非福。我们到达了这间名叫MACO的咖啡馆。环境不错，咖啡馆墙上张贴了好多不同的创意十足咖啡拉花照片。咖啡当然少不了蛋糕的陪伴。照片里的蛋糕是Crepe Cake, 口味则是Hokkaido Milk与Rum n Raisins。Crepe 蛋糕的特别是由二十层的薄皮组成。每一层的都是慢慢的一层薄皮一层Cream那样叠上去的，除了口感好自外，诚意更是一百分。好吃的Crepe Cake难寻，听Yenni说马六甲的Nadaje很出名；希望有机会去尝试一下。

7）简单的一日游虽然短暂但足于让我回味无穷。隔了三年的相聚可是那么的偶然但不唐突。彼此都在各自的生活里努力，奋斗；经历与享受不同的人，事与物。难能可贵的是那份真诚的心从没改变，依然那么的亲切，那么的有默契。

8）有些人说往事不堪回首，有些人说往事只能回味，更有人说过去的就让它过去。这些说法都好像对以往的事抱着一丝丝的遗憾，感伤。向来比较多愁善感的我长了这么大渐渐的领悟到什么是珍惜当下，心存感恩。许多事情我都尽量做到，尽力去完成，无论是对父母的承诺，朋友们的要求，自我的需求，简单的如喝茶吃饭，一起去旅游，体会不同的经验，办很想做的事。最重要的是去享受那过程，无论喜乐悲欢，我一直都提醒自己不要有遗憾。

9）当然并不是每件事都那么的顺心与完美，但我相信只有这样我的生活才不会流白，对过往不会有太多的遗憾，反而是每当回味都会有一丝丝窝心的感觉。曾经了，美好了，放下了。

10）这次的经历是甜蜜的，生活里又增添了小幸福，回忆的甲子里多了那片快乐的记录，还有你感染性强的笑声。（好久都没听到了）

Now or Never

1. Today is the last day of October 2012. Based on the Mayan people 21st of December 2012 will be the end of the world; in other words, a new era will be started.
2. What If the Mayan was right ? We have less than 2 months to live by. What will we be doing now if we know that the time is running out?
3. Ever wonder about this scenario? The end of life, the end of the end.
4. How much things we are left to regret with? What are the things that we always wanted to do but have never put ourselves together to carry it out? Our passion? Our hobby? Our wishes?
5. Are we happy? Do we smile enough to others and to ourselves? Have we told and showed to our loves one, how much they meant for us?
6. Is there anymore regret that we have? That we have not experience something, have not witness beautiful sun rise and sun set, rainbow in the drizzling days, full moon hanging in a windy night. 
7. We have been taking our life for granted too often. We believed that we have all the time under the sun to spare with. We trusted that everything will be there sitting around waiting for us to get hold of it whenever we wish to.
8. Thinking of which to live with so much of regrets and to die with so much of sorrow is really heart aching. 
9. We can only cherish whatever is present now, we can recall the past but it is already over, we can look forward for the future but who can be sure that it will be there the next day.
10. To fall asleep each night, and to wake up automatically the next morning, it is a special blessing and gift from God. We can never ask for it, we can never control it, we can never foreseen it either.
11. We have to cherish now, whatever we have, things and people around us. That is why we call the a gift as present.

应该就是这样

1. 好久都没有尝试有人陪伴去看戏了~虽然并没有什么特别要看的电影，但是还是去看了。看戏时彼此是没有交谈的，但是戏末会有那么一个人一起分享，或则批判。
2. 还记得最后一次与你看戏是去年的新年贺岁片，再之前是在我还没离开KL时，王力宏的恋爱通告。
3. 迟来的生日庆祝，我内心是开心的，但是不断的提醒自己要以平常心看待。吃了HOTROLL，到星巴克谈谈天，虽然少了沙发，可那份感觉还是有的。最后看了一处戏，应该就是这样吧！
4. 上天也待我不薄，谢谢你。
5. 趁着假期，今晚终于把房间与厕所打扫干净。明天还有客厅，厨房等。要再接再厉。打扫干净了就要买冰柜，沙发，与电视机。
6. 年尾了，有什么事要做的就要好好把握时机了。

甜蜜和苦涩

1. 好些时候感觉是突然涌上心头的。到底那时的感觉与心情是否是最真实的呢？
2. 那么如果那时的感觉是复杂的；甜蜜却带着一丝丝的苦涩；充满安全的感觉好像又有些忐忑不安；窝心却焦虑。
3. 这问题到底不是黑或白的可能性；它是黑也是白。
4. 人的感觉就是如此的高深莫测，难以捉摸，似风云，似阴晴。
5. 事情的最后就是个人的选择与拿捏技巧。
6. 这次也好像往常那样，甜蜜与苦涩。我选择了前者多，后者少。
7. 我第一次吃SUBWAY的经历是苦涩的，是压迫的，是哀伤的。苦涩多甜蜜少。
8. 我第二次吃SUBWAY的经历是甜蜜的，是轻松的，是愉快的。甜蜜多苦涩少。
9. 这一次好像好好吃，下次应该还会来关顾吧？
10. 那些熟悉的笑容好像黯淡了些，但还是那么引人注目。希望不久就能见到那灿烂的笑容。
11. 曾经听过的笑声好像沉静了点，但还是让人无法释怀。希望不久就能听到那悦耳的笑声。
12. 我那零碎记忆库里，又多了一个非常值得回味的记忆。

NEW MEMBER JOINED ~

1) Today Morning, one angel knock on our doorsteps and has decided to join our family. We are all joyed and happy to welcome her.

2) She was born healthy at 2.95kg. Her mom is doing well too as you can see from the picture beside.

3) We are all expecting her arrival only at the end of October, and Surprise Everyone~ Here She Come. My mom and dad were officially grandparents, they are all overwhelmed.

4) My mom was saying something funny today, she said this baby is rushing, she is rushing to carry lantern to celebrate this Mid Auturm Festival.

5) We all really more than happy to welcome your arrival. You were borne in a family where your mom and dad are doctors. Your grandparents are all very excited to give you a welcome hug. Your uncles and aunties are already all awaiting for your arrival long time ago.
6) You have a great grandmother, she loves kid. You will be spoilt by her. And not forgetting, my dad who is your grandpa, he will spoilt you too. Be prepared.
7) We pray for your healthiness, that you will be blessed with all the happiness and a healthy body.
8) Last but not least, welcome on-board, Adele.

How Vulnerable Life Is~

1. This month, at the end of the month, it was quite a depress and sad month.
2. Last week, out of sudden received her whatsapp message, sounded really urgent and desperate. It's a bad news; her dad was diagnosed with Liver Cancer. This was really sudden as her dad was just complaining upper abdomen pain, and here it is; the unbearable truth.
3. Everyone was very concern about her situation and her dad. Her brothers and herself were all worried. We all wished to do something but we do not know what is there for us to help up or to do. What left is only paranoid, and sense of uneasiness.
4. This is a last stage Primary Liver Cancer, of course, for more detail information we have to wait till the biopsy result out this coming Friday. Based on preliminary information, there's no cure for this cancer at this stage, there's no chemotherapy possibility. Doctor only recommended an ONCO drugs, to stop the liver cancer cells from affecting the healthy ones. This is a fairly expensive ones, RM25k a month, 2+8 packages which will be around RM5k per month.
5. There's this herbs called Sabah Snake Grass. People was all talking about this miracle herb which helps many others to cure their cancer. We went all out to search for this grass, this grass is commercially available. Nevertheless, we are looking for a more convenient and easy availability of this grass. Her dad had been ingesting this grass for nearly a week now. We really hope that everything will go well for him and praying hard that this herb will help to cure him.
6. During the search of some related information about the cancer and alternative treatment; i had found this blog by a last stage kidney cancer patient. He's from Subang, diagnosed with cancer in year 2009. I roughly went through his blog for about 1 hour. It's all about his path to fight against cancer. It all started in 11th September 2009 and it all ended in 11th September 2012. A glorious fight for 3 years after giving up the chemotherapy.
7. I was really touched and really touched to read his fight against cancer. The pain, the agony, the sleepless and restless night. He kept remain positive even till the very end. The fight is not over yet~ He was claiming it in his blog. He fought long and hard. His spirit shall live in everyone who reads his blog.
8. Here i wish to share with the thoughts he left in his last post : 
9. Clinging to life against the inevitable is to create more suffering
   There is no life without death
   The good and bad comes to decay
   All things shall come to pass.
   
   Do not waiver your mind when the test is near
   Hold steadfast in your believes
   When the road forth is no more
   Embrace with grace that the end is near.
10. A very sad POEM indeed. But this is the reality, we all have to face it with bravery.
11. To deal with the death, the friend of him left a POEM as below: which i thought worth sharing and our time to read it.
12. He is Gone
     
    You can shed tears that he is gone,
    Or you can smile because he lived,
    You can close your eyes and pray that he will come back,
    Or you can open your eyes and see all that he has left.
    
    Your heart can be empty because you can't see him
    Or you can be full of the love that you shared,
    You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
    Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
    
    You can remember him and only that he is gone
    Or you can cherish his memory and let it live on,
    You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back,                                               
    Or you can do what he would want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.
    
    (poem by David Harkins)
    
    
    
    
    May him rest in peace.
    
    

MERDEKA DAY - MALAYSIA DAY

1. I must admit that when i was young, i truly didn't understand the reason for having a Malaysia Day and Merdeka Day. We all are aware that, Merdeka Day is the day where Later Tunku Abdul Rahman declared our independence on Dataran Merdeka, and Malaysia Day is the official date that Sabah and Sarawak joined the Peninsular forming Malaysia.
2. I do not understand much the passion behind to celebrate these days, no until recently. I am glad that i had this once in a life change to join the parade on the Merdeka Day to walk past our leaders and foreign country icon during our 50th National day. This year, i joined fellow Malaysian to Bukit Jalil in the night to celebrate this memorable day.
3. I may never understand the hardship we had during the Japanese Occupation, the British ruling time and the chaos we were left with during the MPAJA time. I may never cherish the freedom that we have now, standing proud as a Malaysian with identity, dignity and great history. I may never know all of this until we lost it one day.
4. Ever since Year 2008 where the opposition gain so much that 5 states ( Pinang, Perak, Kedah, Selangor and Kelantan) fallen into their hands, the poli-ticking never stops. BN and Pakatan was fighting in the media, their supported via the internet, rumours, black-mail, court summons; its never ending. This year, that pro-claimed to be the most hyped year, where the election maybe around the corner, we had many different theme for National Day celebration, right from the states to the federal level.
5. Many have forgotten, that personal interest and party interest should never come before national interest. In tasking time, where the economics are still recovering, and yet facing many uncertainty, we should be united, standing proud and face the challenge.
6. Day in and out we are hearing people complaining this and that, condemn the government and the country, condemn our society, condemn other races and everything under the sun. In any situation, we have our choices, we can flee; migrating to other country and be the REAL 2nd or 3rd class citizens there; or we can fight; by joining political party, NGO or be a very responsible citizen to be pro-active on the issue that has national interest; or we can continue to sit in the coffee shop and brag and waste our saliva, making unnecessary remarks that do not help at all.
7. Many youngsters do not love their country enough, to them, the luxury of freedom, the unity among different races in Malaysia, and most of all the safety and sense of security that we are enjoying now is an absolute. Everything comes with a price. Our ancestors suffered and fought hard for it. The thoughts of changing national flags and songs were absolutely irrelevant and heart-aching.
8. After 55 years of independence, after 49 years of forming Malaysia we should had been mature enough to know, there's no more you; me; or him. It's US now, it's down to us, WE as a whole. Our action now will determine whether our future generation will continue to enjoy whatever we are enjoying right now.

Memory

1) By chance, I follow Chua coming back to this once very familar place. He is meeting up with some possible candidate for the up-coming campus election.

2) Many memories, like National Inter-Varsity Chinese Debating Competiitoj, Choir Competition, Campus Election, Minggu Haluan Siswa and more.

3) I miss this part of my life a lot. :-)


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Location:Lingkungan Budi,Kuala Lumpur,Malaysia

Witnessing The Moment of Life

1. 在今年的八月里， 我见证了，体会了很多人与事。许多感动人心的事，人与人之间的温暖。
2. 八月的第一个星期天，我的妹妹就去了新加坡工作。一大早就起床的我，就载着我的妹妹与母亲到巴士站。母亲掩饰了心中的不舍，身为哥哥的我也表示的漫不经心。但是大家都对妹妹有着莫大的祝福，希望妹妹平安喜乐。
3. 父母亲把我们养育成人，看着我们渐渐的长大。我家的妹妹与弟弟都纷纷的开始了他们人生的另一个里程碑。奉献了他们的生命与精神，只期望我们能过得健康快乐，成为有作为的人。
4. 那种无私的奉献，大爱的精神，叫人怎能不为所动，感动万分呢?! 除了谢谢，还有那份珍惜与感恩的心。突然想起一首歌"酒干倘卖无" 可能悲了点但是当中的感觉就有几分相似。
5. 这是第一份感动，亲情的可贵。
6. 八月七日，我好友的第一桶金出世。她可不是一般的千金，她姓黄叫金万两。放了工变到槟岛与他与他的家人会合。总觉得医院都充满着忧郁感,但是产房可不同，那里的人都洋溢着笑容与欢笑声。
7. 看着新生命的诞生(从来都没有到医院探访新婴儿的我）内心有着无比的激情与感动。
8. 大家尤其是黄金万两的父母与家人都对她有着深深的祝福。希望她健健康康，快高长大，成为幸福的好宝贝。
9. 这是第二份感动，迎新之喜。
10. 八月十八日，等待了许久的假期终于来临。好友们又聚在一块，大话西游，言欢畅谈，把水吹得满地都是。我们这一群朋友大家都有着默契，谈话说笑，言行中都能够深深的感觉到。曾经的美好又体现在面前。十舍的精神还是深深地围绕着。如果还有更多的CC Member 能加入就更加好了。
11. 八月二十一日的夜晚比以往的宁静，吵闹的家又清静了起来。相聚有时，离别也是一样。不时提醒自己要用平常心面对，屋子里还是漫步着一丝丝的独寂。相必远处的朋友也和我一样，希望把那开心的时光保存到永恒。曾经的拥有，美丽的回忆，到恒久。
12. 这是第三份感动，友情万岁。

Koh Li Pe Withdraw

1) Finally we are here and it's the third day of our long awaited holiday.

2) Blue sky, white sandy beach, crystal clear baby blue sea and fun. All that one may ask for.

3) 10 of us, Chua, Eeleen, Karen, I Ai, Ting Xuan, Woon Hui, Lih, Kooi Wei, Mei Xian, and myself joined this trip.

4) Everyone was longing for this vacation and expressed their excitement when we touched down here. We has our time to rest well, catch every chance to crack prank and share jokes whenever we are sitting and gather around.

5) The atmosphere here is very relaxing. Everyone was so joyed.

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KEMAN14-Kuala Kubu Baru

1. KEMAN 14 was held last week, whereby the previous KEMAN 13 was two years ago. I recalled memories whereby a bunch of us from 10th College joined KEMAN12, i brought Brendon in together, it was 4 years ago. In KEMAN 13, i introduced to my friend Sharon and Yee Ching; and this year, i will not be introducing to anyone, just me joining with others this time.
2. It was a golden opportunity for us to catch up with each other. As i am all the way up in Penang, it's very meaningful for me to gather with others through this camp. The feeling of joining a camp was special and it helps me recalled memories of many other camps which i had joined before in my university days.
3. This time around, the no. of participants are lesser, around 32 person, nevertheless with much of respect, the quality of participants this time around are much better. They have no problem been involved in serious discussion in topics like Economics, Environmental Issues, Country relations, and also the unity among fellow Malaysians.
4. The hottest topic for every KEMAN was always secular school vs vernacular school. Of course, i truly believed that, the way we interact with different races heavily dependent on our parents, our community and our education background. There were many ways to promote unity among different races but i guess by re-structuring the education system, the impact will be largest and the best.
5. There were many problems behind all this transformation. As a Chinese, i would say the willingness of we Chinese to let go the vernacular Chinese School System is almost impossible. Same goes for Malay to let go their special privilege pledged under our Constitution.
6. To gain something, we may have to loose something. People might argue that, Chinese will loose a lot, that same applies to other races. If the Chinese and Indian willingly to let go their secular schools, and the Malays willing to open UITM and Matriculation to every Malaysian, we might be able to build something from there. Again, as i was writing this statement, my guts somehow is.... this is just pure madness and impossible things to achieve.
7. Very much to my surprise, around 30% of the undergraduates who joined KEMAN 14 felt that, they are willing to let-go the mother tongue education for the course of Malaysian Unity. 
8. Perhaps, the time will come whereby there's no need for any policies amendment, due to the Macro-environment factor, parents might prefer one from another, vernacular school been less favoured, the national school is transformed and been a better option. Perhaps, that time we can see a situation where all the children of our countries play under one roof, there's no more differences in skin colour, there's no more differences in me and you.
9. Malaysia, our country and our home. We pray for the best for our country. Although realistically, the wildest dream will not come true, but that's the path where every Malaysians who loved the country should be pursuing. 

Matta Fair Penang 2012

1. 无聊的周末，比起上星期是个明显的对比。好在贵伟在槟城有一个旅游展览会，星期六放工后，小睡了片刻便到那八卦去。
2. 人群明显的比去年少，又要入门费RM3；感觉有些不划算。
3. 贵伟的位子不错，也蛮有办法的又隔壁的连成一块好像大了许多。我只是在一旁说有的没的，时间不知觉得流失，一下子就到收档口的时候。
4. 今天，我大约12点才到他那帮忙。一边学习介绍一边实习。大家都在忙着打听价钱，配套是否价廉物美。
5. 旅游真的好开心；好期望去台湾走走；好向往我八月的旅游。
6. 如果金钱不是问题，如果时间是无限的，如果的如果，那该多好。
7. 生活应该是如此吧？虽然不能常出国，但那份期待的心是不可无的。对事与物的热诚，人与人的关系，都应该抱有期待，珍惜，与享受。
8. 旅游除了是身体上处于旅游的状态，更重要的是，那份心情，以及是否能从中得到体会与新知识。

Thank You My Friend

1. I took leave (my first leave of the year) as two of my best friends Sharon (Turtle) and Yee Ching (Girafe) came to pay me a visit in Penang.
2. Well it was a tiring 3 days trip yet fun. I picked them up from the airport on friday morning and then we went to have super long You Tiao and Laksa in Ayer Itam. After that, we went to Cheong Fatt Tze Mansion. We were really lucky to catch the schedule tour and the tour guide is Ms. Laurance, one of the owner of the Architecture Firm who in-charge of the restoration and preservation here.
3. After that, we went to the Fort Cornwallis, the weather was so hot that we then decided to go to Gurney Plaza for a movie titled Madagascar 3 : Europe Most Wanted. We had some good laugh there. Our dinner first stop was in Lebuh Chulia, really nice Wan Tan Mee, Curry Mee and side dish like the Carrot Cake and Sesame Dough stuff with peanuts in powder form.
4. And then, we went to the Burma Road, to have the famous Green House Hokkien Mee. After the HORRIBLE dinner ( we were all full) we went to sight-seeing in Straights Quay. Showing them one of the most happening place in island (other than Gurney Paragon). We walked around the quay side, and talking nonsense all the way.
5. After that, it was a car tour to Batu Ferringhi, it was unfortunate that the pool and beach side of Hard Rock Hotel was close for the night. We took some photos and finally i drop them back to their hotel. (Tune Hotel)
6. I had to work on Saturday morning, hence they took their own breakfast, went to Dr. Sun Yat Set Memorial Museum; and waited me in Starbucks. I had many things to look after in factory, and some minor argument with the manager, yet that should not deter my holiday mood with them.
7. After pick them up, we went to have lunch in Lorong Selamat, Char Kuey Teow. What a hearty meal, because i had bought an extra Otak; and the Otak taste really horrible, Sharon decided to give it to the beggar who approached us.
8. We went for another car trip to Batu Ferrighi, Telok Bahang, Balik Pulau and Teluk Kumbar before  we fetch Wooi Nee's mom from airport. We were really lucky that to witness the Dragon Boat Race in Telok Bahang Water Dam. The race just started minutes after we reached. After some photo session, we went on to Balik Pulau.
9. After fetching Wooi Nee's Mom, we supposed to take the Ferry back to the mainland, i miss the turning up the highway, end up we had to use the ' old ' way. We encounter the temple parade, it was a real long one. At the end, we gave up and use the bridge instead to continue our journey back Butterworth.
10. TomYam Noodle shop in Raja Uda was especially crowded that night, we had our hearty meal, before we started our car trip to Bukit Mertajam and Autocity. As all of us were exhausted, and Sharon ( Abby) kept falling asleep in the car, we back to our house to retire as soon as possible.
11. Second day Morning started with a breakfast in Taman Inderawasih, the famous Kuey Teow Soup. After that, we took the ferry back to the island and to the Penang Hill straight.
12. It was all crowded that, many new things, like new food court, owl museum, new stage there as compared when i last visited with Syn yin and friends, last year September.
13. After a short one, we went to Ayer Itam to buy some local delicacies. Our final destination before going to the air-port was Durian Break at the road side in Jalan Paya Terubong.
14. I was sad to see them off, but i shall not allow that to express out. It was usual, and always been that case. I just do not like to see people off.
15. A short 3 days trip here, and i sincerely hope that both Sharon and Yee Ching were happy and enjoy themselves. This trip will surely hold up a special place in my memory for a long long time.
16. I didn't thank them personally,but i really wish to say, i really appreciate your visit and time with me here. God knows how many opportunity left for this kind of trip, with friend who are so close with me, nobody can tell and nobody are sure either. I appreciate it, a lot.

Chapter N: Growing Up VS Getting Older

• Two weeks ago, my life is kind of miserable, i was thinking for a breakaway, hence i sneak back to KL and stay over at Chua's place.

1. It was rather a late decision as i did not buy the bus ticket earlier. In the end, i have to take the 11pm bus back KL. Luckily Chua was there to fetch me.
2. I helped him up in the 1 Malaysia Center in the morning. Me, Eeleen and Lih went to walk around in Tropicana City Mall. Help Eeleen to dye her hair (supervising); most of the job done by Ting Xuan and Soo Shean.
3. Later in the night, we had dinner in Lan Je " Sister Lan". Finally i got the chance to dine in this famous restaurant in Damansara, near Sunway Giza. This restaurant served "非洲鱼" steamed with soysauce and chili-padi. Taste really good and fresh, each have their own share of fish.
   

Guilty

1) I was guilty for a major mistake I made in my work. I felt upset, regretful and dissapointed of myself.
2) Now, what I should do is to regain the confident of myself and also confident of others.
3) Things are not going really well on my side. I knew this feeling of guilt will be haunting me for a long period. I cannot undone the wrong decisions regardless how much I wish to.
4) I need to build on my mistake. To analyse my wrong action, why, what and how. I have to gather myself together to restart my journey.
5) I knew it is important to learn the lesson and move on with it. I need to brace myself. I wouldn't want to surrender the battle nor the war. I nee's support, I need advice, and I need wisdom to overcome this challenge.

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生活以下；生存以上

1. 在这资本主义的世界里，多数人的生活模式往往都已经被拟定了。极少数的人能够超凡，过着比较不一样的生活。
2. 当人们觉得三餐温饱已经太朴实，有个朝九晚六的工作太耗时耗力，娱乐与消遣的时间越来越多，旅游不置是一年一次而是一年好几次，生活已不再是在乎够不够，而是舒服否，高档否。这是一个无法避免的过程，人们生活的进步，更加高的要求是必然的。
3. 持续的发展下去，人们的生理发展迅速但是心理的发展却赶不上，有些情况甚至是毫无进展。不知觉下人们就陷入了无尽的悬崖，生理的需要是无止尽的，这只会让人们痛苦，煎熬，不开心，毫无目标的生活下去。
4. 为了满足那无尽的需求，我们忙碌的工作，忙碌的生活，赚取更多的收入。可惜的是，不管我们如何的努力，那需求与收入的对比好像杯水车薪。
5. 渐渐的人们的眼中就只有金钱与更多的物质，心眼早已盲了。到底生活过的快乐吗？生活有意义吗？合上眼的刹那间，到地球上这一游，可有遗憾吗？生活过的有意义吗？
6. 可能我自己也回答不到以上的问题。生活就只有不断地尝试，探讨，揣摩，体会，沉淀，思考那当中的奥妙，玄机与想要得到的答案。这当中最重要的一怀是要打开我们的心怀，睁开我们的心眼。除了认真地生活，更要用心生活。认真地放下一切顾虑，怨恨，用心去体会与珍惜生活的每一刻，每一件美好的事情和回忆。
7. 当我们逐渐的学会放下与珍惜，生活将会有很大的改变，如果大家也和我一样，会察觉的天空会是特别的蔚蓝，彩虹出现的非常频密，夜晚的月色也特别的浪漫。
8. 唯有不断的努力，不断地提醒自己，无怯失败与受伤才不会落得生活一下，生存以上。

Family and Friend

1. Last weekends i was back to KL to celebrate Mother's Day. It's been a while, about 2 months since i last back to KL.
2. Of course the primary aim is to have some family time. On the night i am driving back, i had to fetch my parents from the airport, they just had their vacation in Bali, Indonesia.
3. It is high time for us to organize a family trip again, it's been a while too. Perhaps this time, a few additional family member will join together. My sister had a baby girl, by October our family will have another member. It's joyful, i can foreseen that.
4. My senior Chua was as usual busy with political work, his One Malaysia Center in Lembah Pantai was officially open on the Saturday. By chance, i went to help him up early in the morning. The local community can filled up the form and collect Brands chicken essence. There were many people and the response was really good. 
5. I took the chance to fetch Chu Hui back to her apartment. We chat a bit and she showed me around her new place.
6. I had a simple dinner with Mom and Dad in the coffee shop and then went to Station One for the YamCha session with others. We played some game and chit chatting, spending some wonderful time.
7. The next day, i went to pray in Thean Hou Temple, and then we went to celebrate Mother's Day. We had lunch in Damansara Jaya Choong Kee Claypot Chicken Rice. The taste is still that good. Sister bought a cake for mom. We were all in tears after singing song " Shi Shang Zi You Ma Ma Hou" Mom is the only best person in the world. Touching Moment.
8. After having afternoon tea with Chee Jian and Ze Keng, i started my journey back Penang.
9. Meaningful weekends with friends and family.

A rest, badly need it

1) Transsion period is always difficult. The fact that I am facing both in my working life and personal life is more difficult.

2) I am seriously tired to deal with all the household thingy. Somehow i am not enjoying the overall process at all. It is tedious, very tasking on my mind and my energy level.

3) Somehow I cannot dig deep into my reserve for more energy to handle all of this.

4) This is a great challenge for me. I mean to face the things that I do not like to deal with at all.

5) Often times things always do not goes as planned, sub-contractor failed to turn up, the job is unsatisfactory, the do not deliver their promise, people giving empty promises all the time.

6) I am furious but I do not wish to turn my temper on them. I wish for a solution. A peaceful one, as much as possible.

7) There are still many things yet, house painting, CCTV, unpack my things, to buy curtain, some furniture, arrangement of the delievery of my bed. Looking for tenants who had actually broke his promise to rent my previous apartment.

8) I need a refreshment before my job will drown me with all the works; together with the pressure from my house, I will be totally collapse then. A rest is very muh needed.

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Location:Lorong Seri Arowana 10,Seberang Jaya,Malaysia

First Night

1) This is my very first night here. After a long 2.5 months of preparation, and finally my new house is 'about' ready.

2) It was really tasking and tiring when I have to hurry the preogress of my house and also focusing and delivering on my job.

3) Many challenges that I had to encounter for this new house. It really does challenge my ability to manage, to plan, to execute, to handle situation, to adapt the stress, most of all it is multiple multi- tasking.

4) Yet, there were still some pending issue to settle. For example to repaint part of the wall, CCTV and alarm, awning and grill and lastly to clean and furnish the house.

5) This is a day to remember. A fresh new page in my personal history. More to come, better than ever.


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Last Few Nights

1) Things are all planned. Auto- gate, alarm and CCTV, kitchen cabinet, electrical work and electrical appliances, touch up job on the grill and awning, arrangement for people to clean the house, renting out my current room, buying the necessary equipments and tools.

2) I will try my best so that things will go accordingly. I know somehow something might go wrong some where but I am sure that I need to be flexible enough to adapt the change.

3) My nights are numbered here. There used to be a bird nest next to my window. It was there from December last year until recently I removed it.

4) I saw little egg inside the nest in December, and then in february or so the nest become noisy and only in early April I see some young birds learning to fly.

5) I removed the nest two weeks ago as i needs to rent the room out, a good image is necessary. This week the birds came back three times to re-build the nest.

6) The first day, I throw the nest away, when I got back from work here is the nest again. Surely it cost the two bird the whole afternoon. Sadly I have to remove it. The next day, when I am back, a smaller nest was found. I didn't realise there are two birds inside. As I am approaching to throw the nest, the two birds got scared and fly away. I had decided to close the window smaller, but who knows the nest is back again today.

7) So sorry birdie, I can no longer have you as my roomate, I need to move already. I wish that you guys can have a better place then. I will have to remove your nest again.

8) As my life is really gear up with work and house renovation, I was really at a low. Somehow, i saw rainbow two weeks in a row. It was a really big and half circle rainbow.





9) Well, needless to say the instance I saw the rainbow, the feeling was fantastic. I truly fall in love on it. A true natural beauty. Something we cannot buy nor ask for. It's all an event of chance.

10) Thank you god. Yes, I got the message. I will work harder. I will be better. I can do it. Wish to share this feeling to all of my friends, I pray for them, wishing everyone to have more positive energy in their life.

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Counting Down

1. Many things are happening this few weeks, i do not have time to write a blog until the mid of April.
2. As usual, my job is still ever demanding, i work hard to full-fill my task, but my boss still do not see the efforts and was complaining that i didn't perform up to his requirement.
3. I guess more communication and understanding between us is necessary, as i am working till my brain is about to explode but still cannot match boss expectation?! Perhaps i am working in a wrong direction.
4. My new house is about to be ready. In two weeks time, i will need to move in no matter what, as i have rented my current room out from May on-wards.
5. Current pending issue is CCTV and Alarm works, Kitchen Cabinet, Auto-gate installation and wiring, electrical appliances appliances installation. Meanwhile, sub other pending matter is the grille which block the emergency exit (window), i will need to ask the contractor to modify the grille so that the exit is not blocked. Other minor matter will be the bed, the curtain and also to clean the house.
6. There are many things that need to be settle but i will take it one by one, as everything can be planned.
7. In two weeks time i will move away from this rented room. Exactly 20 months, 1.5 years i had stayed here, it was much longer that any of the room i stayed before during university days. Time really flying and i have a lot of catch up need to do.
8. Maybe i will miss here a lot, nice room, nice view and the feeling when i first started to stay here.
9. I am going to move into a new phase of my life, when i moved out from here. More commitment, older, wiser. Hopefully everything will be ever wonderful and nice.

想念是种病

好想念你；毫无疑问的，彻底的牵挂。
看见你；心是那么的踏实，那么的安宁。

怎么还是无法提起那勇气，即使只是那么片面的关心;简单的慰问。
少了以前那些少许的冲动，少许的鲁莽。
澎湃的爱与崇拜， 无条件的付出与牺牲。

不是当初的爱已变质，不是当初的承诺已反悔了。
因为更加的了解彼此的需要，彼此的憧憬，彼此的未来。

现实中的美好，往往与想像中的有落差。
如果，要是，假如说，就好了。

这一次的交叉点，认识了彼此，也渡过许多美好的时光。
感谢上天的安排，造就了难得的相识与相惜。
不敢去祈求任何过分的要求，曾经了，美好了，放下了。

风吹起地面的树叶，并没有带走它。
被吹起的瞬间；让树叶回忆起曾经在树上迎风的日子。
月光照耀着夜晚，也唤醒了那沉睡的记忆。
突然好想你，曾经的曾经，一切的一切，还有那谈谈的微笑。
你可安好？一句轻声的问候，一个深切的祝福，想念的心，就在孤寂刮风的夜里。



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Location:Jalan Kelisa Emas,Perai,Malaysia

Back In Subang

1) After 6 weeks and again I am back here to recharge my battery.

2) It's kinda busy actually as I had planned many gatherings, meeting up people and things to do over the weekends.

3) For instance, I met with Juny and new introduced friend, Cannex for breakfast, then I went to meet up with Ai Lin to view the sample of the bed, later on I met up with Rhu Jan, we went to shop for lights in Puchong. After having a tea break with her, I went to PJ looking for chu hui and show her the way to Immigration Department in Kelana Jaya. Finally I met with Melisa and we went to have a yam cha session in Asia Cafe with Melvin, Hang Chuan, I Ai and Lih.

3) Imagine how many things I had done; really tiring. Tomorrow one very last thing to do is to shop in IKEA. I had slightly plan for what to buy, hence there shouldn't be any problem. Just hope that I do not get dizzy with it.

4) This is the first time that Chu Hui asked for my help to show her the way. Nothing much had changes between us, we are still a bit not used to each other, felt cold at times but we tried to keep the chatting going.

5) I appreciate God for giving me this chance again to meet her in such a short time frame. If we are not meant to be together; at least we can be the best of friend. That was my one last wish.

6) Many more happy life awaiting me. I am looking forward to it.




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Location:Jalan USJ 11/4f,Subang Jaya,Malaysia

Thailand Break Again

1) Another trip to Thailand with my friend.
2) I recalled many memory here, thinking of all the trips I had before.
3) Hatyai already feels like so familar. There will be one more trip here with others at the end of April.
4) There were many things lying ahead waiting for me to solve, to face, to handle. I really do hope everthing will be all fine.
5) This time, I had tried to do facial massage, my first ever experice, cost me a painful 600 Thai Bath.



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Location:Thanon Nipatuthit 3,Hat Yai,Thailand

高速大道的生活

1. 农历新年过后,生活好像飞那样快。 事业上， 生活上，感情世界里都充满了许许多多的挑战。 我好像有些麻木了， 一个接一个去应付，去面对，去承受，去体验。
2. 工作非常的繁忙；忙得有时会头疼，有时非常的疲倦。话虽如此，我并没有埋怨；我告诉我自己要更加的努力，无论老板是多么的不谅解，不体会；我还是尽我的能力，做最好的自己。
3. 新家的钥匙到手了；忙着明察暗访一些些的室内设计，承包商的联络号码，比较不同的报价表；到家具店走走，希望以最低的成本换一个价廉物美的产品回来。
4. 自从吉隆坡回来，就已经告诉自己是时候放弃了。应该要为自己更努力的寻找自己的幸福。洗涤内心，拥抱美好的未来。纵然心里不时还会漂浮起种种过去对你的回忆，那只不过是短暂的；我告诉我自己。
5. 繁忙的工作使我无暇去筹备新家的事件，更没有时间去缅怀与你的过去。可能那是不幸中的大幸。我有努力的争取时间兼顾工作与筹备新家。寂寞的夜里，我也常告诉自己，要惜福，要活在当下。
6. 终于，在拿了钥匙的第三个星期，大部分的装修工程如铁花，厨房水泥工，电器等都已经找到了估价，将会在这星期下决定。
7. 周末就特别的来到了星巴克，除了上网写不落格，处理些工作的文件，上上网，偷偷闲。生活该是如此吧！
8. 高速大道上的生活可不简单；一不小心恐怕会迷失了自己。忘了自己的目标，麻木的生活，虚度了此生。我也害怕，害怕当初过来这里的决定是错误的；害怕现在所努力的将会是徒然的。可能我真正缺乏的是上司的肯定；心灵上的慰藉。
9. 话虽如此；我仍然会努力，因为我深信转角处会有我的天空。我选择去看见，去珍惜我所拥有的，那才是我的幸福。

29-02-12

1. Every four years, there will be a leap year. God is fair, everyone get an extra day, extra 24 hours, extra 1,440 minutes, extra 86,400seconds.
2. I had came across an article in the paper, the author encourage the youngster to spend the extra day wisely, he separated the 24 hours into few segments where one can go register as voter, help the community, do charity, help the elderly, let oneself relax for a while, or learn something like guitar, singing etc. The activities are cumulative as in, not that we need to carry out all this activity in a day but can be spread out over the week or two.
3. This had inspired me into writing this blog post. I spend my 29/2/2012 mostly doing office work. Working from morning till now, still in office. Anyway, after writing this blog, i will be on my way back home, thinking what's for dinner, or maybe supper.... perhaps in between a movie sounds good.
4. I wish everyone can cherish the time that we have, take every minutes and seconds as our last for we will not know what lies ahead; maybe we will never have the chance to experience something twice.
5. The idea here is to spend every moment wisely and cherish every moment. We shall not take ourselves for granted. Live the life ... ... feel the life ... ... experience the life ... ...
6. I am busy with my job, really busy with it, also busy scouting and searching for ideas for my new house. I wish to have started doing something on the house, but the office hour kills all my available free time. Hopefully i can plan my time wisely to dedicate for both my task as a good employee and also been able to cater for my home preparation.
7. Wishing everyone Happy Leap Year~ ahha ... i wonder what i will be and how i will become in another 4 years to come.... i could still remember i was asking Sharon to celebrate Leap Year during our lunch in 12th college canteen 4 years ago. She told me, everyday is special, as it only comes once in our life time. Truthful enough ...

The CHUA - LIM debate

Picture from Left to Right: CSL, TAC, LGE

1. The much anticipated debate between MCA President Datuk Seri Dr. Chua Soi Lek and Penang Chief Minister and also DAP Secretary General, Yang Berhomat Lim Guan Eng finally was held on yesterday.
2. I joined the crowd in the Dian Xin Cheng in Bukit Mertajam. The atmosphere was really happening. Everyone was waiting to hear what the leaders going to say and to witness this historic moment.
3. Of course, the outcome of the debate was, we will not know who's better, or is MCA or DAP serving the people better, most importantly, we know the winner is us, the Rakyat. Picture below showing a shopping center in Batu Pahat.
4. The moderator Mr. Tang Ah Chai who is the CEO of Kuala Lumpur and Selangor Chinese Assembly Hall is a man who i really admire and respect. He has the composure and attitude, the insight and the knowledge to weather the political struggle of malaysian, our social problem and the economic crisis.
5. He addressed in the end of the debate, asking us, to have to courage to speak up but also have the heart to listen to the oppose opinion. With this intellectual ways of communicating and discussion, that's the only way for us to progress.
6. It's a high time for us, Malaysians to beyond our beliefs and skin colours. We are Malaysians and we are proud of been one.
7. We should be more constructive in our manner and our action. For the better future of ourselves and generation to come.

Valentines Day

1) Finally I had collected my house key from thr developer today. My very first house, a home soon, on this Valetines Day.

2) The timing was so right that It helps me to remember and recall on this day in the future.

3) A long list of things are all awaiting me to sort out, arrange and to carry out. Cleaning the house, installation and light renovation is all in plan.

4) Seems like my schedule will he very tight if I was to plan to stay in my new house by end of March.

5) Talking about my gathering with my fellow 10th college friends. It was such a meaningful one to have everyone getting together, share some jokes and catching up on each other.

6) I bought a very beautiful flower for you.


I was sad and it was a regret that I cannot pass it to your hand personally. I hope that we could have chat and share some feelings and thoughts.

7) Everything is nothing but mere hope. I knew and received your signal clearly this time.

8) For a couple, perhaps the best ever ending is happily ever after; for our case, I hope we can have a second to the best ending; which is best of friends for life.

9) Let's hope that you will find someone you truly deserve best. Be brave and bold to find your true love and happiness.

10) I am setting myself free finally. I hope I can fly high and achieve my dream of life. I want to be happy and easy. I hope my special someone is around the corner, and finally I can find my the other half. My happiness, my joy.

11) God bless everyone; so much so that each can find their true happiness, what they truly needs and want. Happy Valentines Day.
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Location:Jalan Kelisa Emas,Perai,Malaysia

Tick Tock Tick Tock

1. At the age of 27, everything around me like moving really fast. We are not talking about houses, career, cash, investment, tour around the world, but also about getting marry, having a family or additional family members.
2. At the age of 27, we are learning and realize the gap between reality and dream. Things are not always as perfect and as much as we wished. We need to learn and adapt, to accommodate ourselves with what we can afford and what we have.
3. We are on a learning curve just that suddenly if there's too much WANT, then the curve will be really steep; if we walk or climb too slow we will fall behind, if we climb fast, but others are faster, we will fall behind also.
4. Without realizing, we are all fall into the rat-race. Making ends meet, trying and working even harder for whatever material or social enjoyment that we wish for.
5. I will be getting my house key real soon. The monthly installments will come-by, money need to be spend on the house-hold thing, the decorative, and other minor renovation.
6. I wonder at the age of 28 / 29 / 30 ... what and who will i be. Just another year to come, the responsibility and the life experience will be very different. This phase of life we called in metamorphism.

Water Dragon Year

1. Everything seems so normal and familiar, i could still recalled memories of previous years, and many years ago. During my days after my SPM, i remembered i was back earlier to help up my grandma to clean the house in Perak. I spent a few days, bored in the house, waiting for my family and relative to come back.


2. This year Chinese New Year everything seems so usual, except that we have a new family member, my nephew Nicholas Wong. Chinese New Year meant nothing more than a family gathering. A special festive seasons where all our family members and relatives get together and have a little chit-chat and catch up with each other.
3. I am awaiting for my mom and dad who will only be arriving Perak tomorrow morning. Hopefully this is a good year for me and my family.
4. I thought of you very often. I had a little talk with Kooi Wei and Zhe Keng yesterday night. We talk about how much and how to prepare for wedding as Zhe Keng's wedding is on the coming march. I felt that getting married is something really serious, something that one need to have serious thinking and responsibility. Furthermore, the responsibility involve, and the changes that may occur on ourselves and our family is something that unavoidable.
5. Everyone needs to make sacrifice and set own priorities when juggling the events of our life.
6. I had many things to tell you, i have feelings at time that i would like to share with you, i really do wish to share every precious moment of my life with you, sadly, i went speechless everything i met you. I am over- worried, over-concern of you and your feeling, i am afraid that i might make you felt bored, felt hatred or even anger on me. I am just too paranoid that i am all dumb and numb in front of you.
7. I never know what is playing up your mind? What do you really want? I just know that we need to have more conversation, more dialogues, more connection in order to bring our gap altogether.
8. I need to braise myself for the challenge, to tell you again, how i felt and how i think that we should move on. I got an omen from Thean Hou Temple during my last visit there. The omen told so, Dragon and Tiger are not along, and not meant together, why do we want to try so hard and make them together? I hope this do not actually point to our relationship.
9. I sincerely hope that you will be happier in this coming year, know your aim and purpose of life, love yourself more and enjoy your life well. Hoping that our nation economy and politic will be better, friends and family are all happy, health and prosperous.
10. Happy Water Dragon Year~

YEAR 2012 ... Another Year Older

1. This will be my 4th Year blogging. I thought this is a really good way to record and to keep track of my life, the important event, experience, feelings, people, thoughts of sudden, memory, and most of all, about me.
2. My dad told me to be more mature, as in, to take care of myself, have control, have measure, have thoughts about my life, as i am already 27 years old already. This is rather heavy for me, time is really catching up fast, my youngest brother already 23 years old, my mom and dad is getting older, my eldest sister got married last year, i will be officially with a house commitment come 2012, things are really progressing and moving forward.
3. After a fair trip in Lake Toba, Indonesia, so much so that i had expected, no doubt the Lake Toba has magnificent view, very breath-taking, amazing that how wonder had created such beautiful Volcanic lake. Nevertheless, the development in the Parapat Town, Medan and also the basic infrastructure especially the road is below par.
4. My wish for 2012 is for all my family and friends to have a good health and happy all the time. I also hope that our country will have a more stable political landscape come the next coming general election. I hope that our country can achieve good growth in all area, socially, economically and also getting the edge to make it to become a develop nation by year 2020.
5. I am very much looking forward for the coming Chinese New Year. More gathering with friends, spending the time with family. For that many things will only pass by once, or maybe never again, so i must cherish as much as i can.