Having Hope; Having Expectation

1) Been hopeful on something, having some expectation on good things definitely feels good. There so much of positive enery revovlving around, like a giant force field where anything that comes near will turn out to be radiated with positive energy.

2) My pessimistic nature reminded me that one will fall as high as his hope. Sound very demoralizing right? Ya, I hate it too. Can't help with it, I can only choose to ignore most part of it and take it as a reminder.

3) Owing to peer pressure, I had bought the tickets to Phuket at the end of August. My consideration is on the expenses and my annual leave. Anyhow, since the time is just nice as I will be done with my thesis by then, so I thought this will be some kind of small reward for myself. 

4) To be honest, it feels really good to have a holiday to look forward to. It's been such a long time since my last trip ..hmmm Chiang Mai in December was company trip..I will not include that....hmm should be Sabah last May ... No it is Langkawi in August.

5) Working hard on my thesis, well not as hard as I wish to, but still, I am working on it. Hopefully I will be awarded with good grade then. It was today that I received an email notification from FB, it was from Dr.J informing us on a Competition for MBA graduates by a well known Biotech company. We need to submit our resume, academic transcript as well as character referee. Shortlisted candidates need to do some assessment test and the final 30 students will be invited to KL to attend the competioj ion over the three days  on weekend.

6) sound like a real deal, a big deal right. Successful team will hav a MacBook and potential job opportunity with the esteemed company. I thought why not give it a shot, to see where I stand among those so called elite. 

7) There is some hope here, something to look forward to.

Wild Thoughts

1. There is this wild thoughts embedded in my mind, i am not too sure by who; is it me ? is it my lecturers or is it Tim ? Perhaps multiple parties involved in this case.
2. My wild thoughts is on doing a Post Doctorate Degree at this junction of life.
3. I embrace the intellectual exchange and the development of critical thinking skills and knowledge generating process. I enjoy learning which satisfies my urge to understand things revolving around me. I enjoy sharing what i understand with others, hopefully in the process they will have the same enjoyment i had.
4. This is the wild thoughts, taking another huge huge challenges; am i up to it? God forbid that i will take this, this is a crazy ideas but i still hope to do it.