丰富的假期

1. 选择“丰富”这二字来形容这一次的假期是因为在这次的假期成功的做了蛮多件事的。
2. 回家的前一晚，与PAH KIAT在 E-GATE会面，过后带他与朋友们到McCalister Road 吃宵夜。之后，与我的孙见面，一大早又载艾艾到巴士站，带她到大山脚巴刹吃早餐，并享受风土人情，之后到怡保与RICKY见面，到我最爱的OLD TOWN老店，“南香”品尝白咖啡与我个人蛋挞排行榜数一数二位置的皮薄馅美的蛋挞。（还帮阿CHUA到Bercham拿货）
3. 回到家已是下午了，非常的累人。睡到了8点，竟然忘了约了Subang 的老朋友吃饭。最后，只有SURIA，Kagu与Chee Jian出席。晚餐一点都“不定”爸爸朋友开的那间店恐怕要被列入黑名单了。
4. 第二天睡得很迟，只约了Chua，Eeleen，Wooi, Lih, Zhe Keng到巴生港口吃海鲜。路途也够遥远的。一时兴起，Bazaar Ramadhan 就变成了海鲜餐。食物中上，价格以KL市价来说还算OK,如果与槟城相比就贵了许多。值得一提的是那有些娘娘腔的Waiter, 当我们点诈Sotong时，他/她竟然袭击我的胸部，真的有够他妈的。哈哈下次还是小心为妙。
5. 公司的WKW9016抛锚在路边。说是Timing Belt断了，这下又要荷包大出血。我就劝CHUA把这辆车给卖了。叫了拖车结果就搞到半夜，不过还好吧，与CHUA，ZheKeng，谈谈天，吹吹水挺写意的。
6. 星期一就帮我的孙到MPSJ缴交罚单。幸运的竟然有折扣，一律RM10。过后机缘巧合下，与ZhangXin， Vinoth， 吃了午餐，过后到Summit，USJ打保龄再与CheeJian看戏。感觉好像回到了中学那样。我们就像从前，看看戏，打打机，吹吹水，吃吃饭，好不快活。我心里想，这一次的聚会好难得，也不知道下一次又会是几时，要好好珍惜。
7. 下午，约了妹妹与表妹去游泳。晚上又带他们去吃宵夜。终于做到了，要不然又被妹妹说没有家人的心。哈哈！大约晚上11点多吧, 约了ZheKeng临时为Leely庆祝生日。灵机一动就买了Durian与Mango Pancake 当蛋糕，ZheKeng用打火机与朔胶圈当蜡烛。简单的庆祝就那样进行了。
8. 星期二约了Sharon和YeeChing唱K。大约一年了吧，自从离开KL后，终于一起出去聚聚。以前大概每个月都会聚一聚吧~这一次回来终于坐到了。晚上与Chee Jian到SS15的LittleBali喝茶享受现场演唱。蛮relax的，不错。
9. 今天已立志要到咖啡店帮忙，也办到了。想起了从前在咖啡店帮忙的时光，好久好久了。下午就到OneU载Wooi Nee, 我们到天后宫拜拜。我求了个好签，是否会如愿以偿？只有，真心的祷告。之后，我们到Nando's吃午餐，好怀念，一年没吃了。一年前就是与你一起吃的。
10. 刚与Subang老友到网咖打机，大家都老了，两个钟都喊累。哈哈真是岁月吹人老。以前打了三五个小时，喝茶时还可以高谈阔论呢~
11. 明天就要回去了。一年了。一年就那样过了。我要更努力去面对更多的挑战，改变自己，提升自我。路还长的很，加油吧各位。
12. 我有努力过，我真的有努力，去珍惜现在的一切，与朋友们，家人们的时间，我知道很多事情一去不回头，我有努力珍惜。有些朋友就没法相见，比如RhuJan，旧同事Ah Kong, 与Juny。不好意识。我不能老是出去，忽略了父母的感受。
13. 未来还是个未知数，希望在明天。要自爱，要珍惜，要努力，要开心。

Memory

1. I had a very clear memory, remember vividly of the incident happened last year. A very crucial and critical time of my life.
2. On the 28th of August 2010, my group of friends, in 3 different car went for a road trip to the east coast, Kuantan Pahang. I chose not to follow, as i thought it will be much more harder to swallow the bitterness, when i have to bid them farewell, and left for Penang after this trip.
3. That morning, i went to their house, to see them off, bought some snack for my gran-daughters, Eeleen, Wooi Nee and also Ting Xuan. When Chua ask me to take care, my tears roll down and i cried. It's like my big senior who took care of me throughout my Uni days, my senior and also my best friend, telling me to be brave and confident, to face my own future and the challenges. Chua assured me that, no worries, it's not a big deal, he will plan a trip up Penang in no time to pay me a visit.
4. By chance, Chu Hui also didn't join the trip. She was shock see me crying and went to kitchen to cut some Honeydew for me. I see her skill was not good at all, at the end, i cut it by myself.
5. We went for a very good dinner in Nando's, Tropicana City Mall. We chat and took some pictures. I couldn't recall the topic we talk about, but i think the atmosphere is good.
6. The next day, 29th of August 2010, we had breakfast in Sentosa's Coffees Shop ( the shop which served ting xuan's favourite Wan Tan Mee). After that, we went to the KLCC Aquaria. We spend the afternoon there, withness many different kind of fishes and marine-animals. We had our dinner in Italiannies, The Curve. We order a spaghetti and also a pizza. I had recorded a video of Chu Hui encouraging me to face my challenge ahead. This video fuel me up whenever i was demotivated or feeling lonely during my early stage in Penang.
7. This outing was something that i will not want to forget. Such a nice and wonderful outing. The next day, i send Chu Hui and Hui ling to their office, also bought them breakfast. I remember i gave her a soft toy, my Fluffy Cow. After that, i stated my journey to Penang. I cried really hard when i was about to leave, saying goodbye to my mom was never easy. The moment she gave me a Hundred Ringgit, tears fall down from my cheek again. With heavy hearts, i started my journey. Chu Hui told me to stop crying, and she will call me to check on me. I was touched and felt really sweet.
8. Another day, and it will be one year due. Maybe our path will cross again, or maybe not. Who can tell me where the future lies? Perhaps we do not meant for each other. I do not have the courage to face the reality.
9. Throughout the year, i had tried my very best, to be there for you, to be positive with the things going on between us, just trying to be someone that i think is best for you. This is a one sided thing, and i know it, somehow, that's the only thing i can do.
10. I pray for miracle too often, for the chemistry between we two, rise back like the way it was during our wonderful outing. You was never the old you that i knew before, and so was i. A year had passed and we all had changed rather drastically or only on some minor things. Our value and needs might be different, nevertheless the future that i prayed for, my love for you was always the same. There's not a single day that i never wish or pray that we can be together.
11. It will be really heavy for me to accept the truth, the truth that will come-by one day. I kept myself prepared for the worst, for the decision that i had made to love you, and shall never regret, regardless what the end will be. The path that i chose; i will never regret that.
12. You had missed my call for many days, i knew you did it on purpose; i do not know why? Maybe you wish that i should stop dragging our relationship? or maybe something upset you so much that you do not want to speak to me? or maybe you heard of something which fuel the hatred of you on me?
13. I do not know the reason, and i am afraid to find it out. I can only keep on praying hard and be positive. When all my effort and deeds were based on a goodwill, i believe, good things will turn up.
14. I have to be much braver, i kept telling myself. Soon or later, i have to face the truth. Sorrow or happiness lays in front of me, i am not too sure which path that i will travel. Deep down in me, i believe the path is all open and decided by the Mighty God, for God will have his plan for me, a reason for me to travel that path. God bless me~
15. This is the Raya break, i do wish you will enjoy your break well and have a good rest.

A Year to Remember; A Decision that Never be Forgotten

1. August' 2011 is coming into an end. It's already a year since i last made decision to come to Penang. Time is really flying.
2. A year had passed and something had changed but yet, certain things never. I not sure whether i had really make progress in my life as a whole, but at least in the surface level, things seem rather positive.
3. I will be buying a house soon. Something seems so far and blurry. Yet, under some pushing from my parents, and also, my urge to have a better living condition ( rather than renting a small room, and do not have any feel of home) things started to be put together.
4. A house with 4 rooms and 3 bathrooms, 20" x 60" , it's rather smaller but i like the way the designer utilized the space and design the area. Every aspect of it, make this house seems more like a home.
5. Of course, it's down to some touch-up and design to make my house warmer.
6. There were things that i could not let go, drag for a year, officially a year due come this August 31st. I am afraid to know the truth. The truth that is not of my wish, that will make my heart breaks.
7. The "Secret" promotes positive thinking to channel the positive aura for a positive living. I need to think positive, brace myself, prepare for the worst and hope for the best. I pray hard every time, for my wish to come true, for the future of me with you.
8. Regarding my job, i am getting more well-verse with daily chores. I still need more polishing on the way to handle things, especially dealing with people. I need to act, behave and do the things that a leader does. I have to start train myself to be more pro-active with higher energy level, make quick and good decision. Most importantly is my EQ, dealing with people needs a lot of good EQ. Progress and breakthrough is the thing that i should sort for this another coming years.
9. My life seems rather interesting, i can't say i am all alone here, with no friends and companion at all. I started to give thanks and appreciate more on the good things that happened on me. Thank you for the time spend with me, for all those Penang friends like Hang Chuan, Shu Mei, Woo Ken, Yue Ping, My Dear Soon-Wooi Nee, Zhe Keng and Kooi Wei and Yan ling. Although you all were back home but still take the trouble and time to spend with me. Every time i back to KL, i will try to make it as pack and meaningful as possible. I try to spend more time with family and friends. It's hard actually, to spend more time at home in the same time going out with friends. I try to make it a Win-Win thing here.
10. Thanks Chu Hui, i do not know whether you like the thing i bought, enjoy having some meals and spending time with me, or willing to let me give you a leave to tuition. What i wish you to know and feel, is my care and love for you. Maybe this is not really the kind of thing you are looking for, but i am truthful and honest, it's never any act or a fake. All i wish for is for you to be happy and well.
11. Thank you for all the friends who will surely ring me up when they are in Penang, Ricky, Zhien Choong, Kenny, Syn yin and Singapore friends, Ah Wooi, Chai Ming, Brendon and many more. Of course i enjoy showing you all around and enjoy some good moments and good food. I hope that more will come to enjoy Penang and the food. Coming months, i will be expecting Keman Tour, that time more will come, I AI, Leely, Chua, Eeleen and so on. Looking forward for it.
12. I have to start to make some new friends here if possible. My apartment has a room to let and i had found this guy, 2 years younger than me, working in Hitachi R&D. Quite friendly guy, i guess i really start making friends already.
13. Just another week, this time next week i guess i will be at home already for the Hari Raya break. Awaiting for this Raya Break for some time already, this break will be meaningful, i plan to meet some KL friends, old colleagues and also a period i called"incubation"for me to fine tune my life. I thought this moment of PAUSE is important too.(Perhaps it's just pure procrastination. Ha-ha)
14. I really do hope and wants to meet you during this break. I think most probably we will be meeting in Penang when i back for work on the 1st Sept. Hope you are doing well there.

Busy Week

1) Really amazed how fast time had past this week. I was really busy with my work, i would
say a 100% concentration was paid on my work. The result, of course, i am more firm and
effective with my work.

2) Seriously, i do not know whether i can adapt to this kind of busy life, i guess it will
be alright as long as not too much of emotions and complaints, and i will do well.

3) It's working Saturday this week, already since a week since i last back to Subang. I
have not been busy looking for house due to my busy work in the office. I guess i
will drive around again to look for any opportunity available this weekends.

4) One thing that i would like to noted down is the incident on monday. I was thinking
that perhaps the day after i was back from Subang, i will be quite emotional in the
evening as i was all alone. To my surprise is, Zhe Keng and also my friend in Penang
called me to YamCha.I am glad, perhaps God help me up and wants to tell me that,
I'm not all alone here, and ask me to keep up my work.

5) Busy schedule throughout the week also kept me from been emotional. Nevertheless,
i will still think of you once in a while. I wonder had you drank the Dutch Lady
i gave you the other day, i still recall some of over conversation and moments
we had through when i was back in KL.

6) It's already August, around 60% of the year had past. We have to work hard and cherish
the present. Hopefully you will be all well and happy. Add oil~lo