Tragedy, Misery and Agony

I thought my life is really bad;
Things are not i wanted it to be;
Living in the memory of the past;
Feeling useless and helpless.

Till i come across the Haitian;
To loose everything they had;
Death of their love one; Loosing their home;
Even loosing their own life, all in lapse of seconds.

I thought my life is really sad;
Always feeling moody, and not energetic;
Suffering from the memory and present life;
Why others can live better? Why others deserve more?

Till i come across the parents of Chung Ling Boys;
Crying and living in agony for their son;
What meant to be an avoidable accident;
Turns out to be a miserable tragedy.

Don't they deserve at least a chance to live?
Why the people they leave behind must endure such suffering?
The people of Haiti will always remember this tragedy.
The family of the boys will never forget this accident.

What if the tragedy had struck on us?
What if the tragedy had struck on our loves one?
Cherish oneself and our loves one.

The Word that Shall Not be Named~

1. The peaceful demographic we see now in Malaysia is very fagile. It took years to achieve such stable condition and it only take seconds to destroy it.


2. Decision of the court to allow the Non-muslims to use the word had caused a very big reaction among the muslim community.


3. Churches and religious school were under siege by unknown individuals or group of people. An act of second had alerted the whole country and also the whole world, about the existence of such tension in Malaysia.


4. Especially as the war between the Palestine and Israel still on-going, the fear and outlook of muslims as terrorist still very much instill in the fellow europeans and americans. Again, Malaysia had managed to climb to the stage of the world.


5. God loves every human being for which everyone was born unique and special. We must look into this issue in the logical approach, not emotional, no hasty decision and definitely no terror involve.


6. Especially if we are believer of God, no matter you are a christians / muslims or buddhists, you are a believer of love and compassion. We must love everyone like our own brother and sister, we must show compassion to the needy one.


7. That is the logical approach everyone should bear in mind, if we believe in our religion.


8. What if today, the one that been attacked was the mosque / the temple? What if today, the one that been attacked was our home? What if today, the one that been attacked was our love one?


9. We should take this incident seriously, and everyone should start thinking. Do we have a better solution, to voice out our dissatisfaction? to show our disagreement to issue? Do we have a better channel, to convey our message? to make people understand what we are trying to show?


10. There must be a better way,a much better way for us to do the above. Not by harming innocents life, not by damaging property of others, not by creating terror in people's life.


11. If we do not like all these to happen to ourselves then why should we exert it on others? This is a logical things that many have failed to understand.


12. Things can only be put together if everyone bear their mind, to be understanding, logical and compassion.


13. Many of us are the post-Merdeka generation, we will not know how valuable is this peaceful society made up of different people of variety race.


14. We will not understand how is it possible to go to the indian baber, mamak stall, chinese groceries, malay warung without worrying been attacked by the local people. How beautiful it is to see people of different race in Malaysia to share and live together.


15. We will not know and understand, until we finally loose it one day. That's just human, never cherish what they have until they have lost it. May the Peace Dove bless Malaysia.

Meeting with TWKMAS

1. After a day of tiring journey from Pasir Gudang, Johor, i had decided to have my dinner in Sentosa, Seksyen 17, Petaling Jaya.
2. Supposed to be a lonely dinner in a very familiar place, but by chance i met with Mr.TWKMAS. It has been a while since we last chat, it has been a long time since we last receive news from each other.
3. He is a man with few words, at times he will be very chatful if he feels to talk or the topic is suitable for him.
4. He told me how he felt for his 1.5 year of life after graduation. About how he survive with the low wages, lost of self-confidence, inferiority, a useless person. Living without a dream is like human without a soul.
5. At that time, the lowest point of his life so far, helpless, hopeless and loneliness arose. Things that he behold, things that he trusted so far, things that he believed in had shaken. Does it worth it to stand firm on our beliefs? Is it necessary?
6. Fortunately, he had fought his way through. I am really happy for him, and i was suprised that, yes, there's someone else some what share the same thinking with me.
7. To be able to cherish what we already have, do not always make comparison and short change ourselves; To be able to think positively, regardless of how hard/tension/challenging/unfavourable situation would be; To be able to learn, from any situation and been modest in everyway in our life.
8. It's not as easy as it is said, to accomplish the above mentioned. God has a plan for all of us, i believe it's fair and just. To endure such suffering, it surely meant something. Perhaps we need such a test and challenge in life, so we can learn and be larger than life, to be ready for our task that God had arranged for us.
9. Perhaps we do not have a better option, when we face daily chores, problem and situation that cause us harm, we have to face it positively. Take the positive and dischard the negatives. To look at different angle, what we gain but not we had lost. Be grateful, and cherish what we had.
10. Maybe it seems like cheating oneself, but that's the way to go. To stay happy in life, that's the way it is.
11. All well wishes for my dear friend TWKMAS, may he be blessed with all the luck and fortune. Remember to always WALK towards your dream, be true, be humble and be truthful to yourself. Trust yourself, that you are indeed very very needed, very very useful, you can make a change and help the people around you, you can help the people you love, you can contribute to the society and the country, and you definitely can play your part in this world.
12. HAPPY it's not something could be given, but is something we earned.

New Year Day 01-01-10

1. Today this very moment can be any moment in our life, but it has to be a special one bacause the calender of Human Race said so.
2. Perhaps we should sit down and feel amaze how human history had evolved, how much had human race developed over the millenium to this system of quantifying something uncountatble called TIME.
3. Another amazing thing was, the whole world agreed with it. In this 21st century, there's no one has a better way or alternative way to quantify TIME or challenging our ancestral knowledge that TIME is absolute/relative or maybe it is uncountable.
4. I hope no one will try to kill me for starting such a nonsense and heavy topic on the first day of a brand new year.
5. I wish to make a footprint for myself this year 2010. Perhaps, after some serious thinking for few minutes, i realised that i had never really have a new year resolution.
6. If i am not mistaken, there was a saying which sound as follows: Out of 100 people you may find, only 30 people has new year resolution, out of 30 people only 10 people will write it down and only 1 people can fullfill the resolution made.
7. Today, i wanna break my personal best record, haha, to be the top 10 people who write down resolution. Then i wanna make my way up to be the top person who can fullfill my new year resolution. ( Come on, just set something easy).
8. My 2010 New Year Resolution will be :-

A) My work: To be more proliferate, to maximise my learning potential and be more competent worker. Gaining more knowledge and hands-on experience.

B) My Financial: To be financial independent, able to make at least 30-40% personal savings every month. Future planning including owning a house, a car and investment opportunity (business model or investment vehicles)

C) My Relationship: To further improve family bonding. Less fume with parents and sibblings. Do not have a spouse yet, not planning to get marry soon.

Hope to have someone to share my life with; but have not met the CHOSEN one. Maybe my DEAR GOD can drop me some hints or clue of whereabout during my dream at night. Hopefully my brotherhood and sisterhood can withstand the callenge of time and distance. Sustainable.

Also to have more control of myself. To cherish the present, think positively and constructively. Have a good "illusion" of oneself.

D) Myself: Wish to pick up one musical instrument. Continuing on photography. I am planning to give tuition classes. Perhaps some free tuition classes for the needy or any form of plantform where i can put my knowledge and skills (academically) in good use, to help and guide they youngster.

E) Myself 2: To make it look nicer, i will make this up to 5 resolution. The fifth will be staying healthy and fit. Have regular exercise, cut down and caution on intake of carbohydrates and sugar in everyday meal. I am a high risk group. Haha

Ladies and gentleman, as your wish, the challenge is up. I had published it and it's up to this young guy to fullfill his resolution. Work harder Kit Leong, come on, you do not have a lifetime to do that. Keep it up!~~

Cheers! Not to forget, i wish everyone on planet Earth, Happy New Year 2010! Many happening and happy things ahead. Cherish the present.