Monday, January 31, 2011

The Feel Good Effect before CNY

1) The environment is all filled with joy and happiness. Everyone wishing each other for a better year, better health and better fortune.

2) I am also waiting for this big day. Awaiting to be reunion with my family, gambling, having fun and share jokes together. I am also very keen to gather with my fellow friends, already imagining been with them already.

3) Most of all deep down inside, I am also wishing for all the good and happening things to happen between us. Really anticipating for the day to come by to meet you.

4) With such a high hope and I have become wary of falling. I am afraid that things do not turn up well or not as expected. I am wory.

5) Seems like the only two things that I can do now is to enjoy myself to the fullness during this festive season, and be confident that good things will come-by.

6) Attached with a picture of bunny from Sunway Carnival Mall. Happy Rabbit Year my fellow friends, colleagues and family members. May your dream comes true and bless with happiness and fortune.


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Location:Jalan Sepakat,Lunas,Malaysia

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Pre-Chinese New Year Fever

1) It's been a while since I last post in the blog. Time really flies, as the Chinese New Year is just around the corner.

2) I recalled how anxious and excited I am the year before. Working in Sandakan and cann't wait to go back to KL. I remembered I bought a lot of fish and prawns back, many memory of the past.

3) At this particular moment, I am also quite excited for the upcoming Chinese New Year. A great gathering with family and friends. This meant alot to me.

4) Never been so happy when listening to the Chinese New Year Songs. I can remember vividly when I board the Mas Plane back to KL and when I heard the familiar song playing. My heart pumps faster and the happiness level rose sharply.

5) It's never about having an extra ang pau, it's the symbolic of reunion and joy.

6) I do and really wish if I could share this. To tell how much it meant to me, and to share with you.

7) Ever since the time when you didn't answer my call, I started to feel pressure and worries. Everytime when I feels like calling you, I really have to gather my courage and put myself together. I know it sound silly, but it's true.

8) I am afraid of the outcome, that probably you felt troublesome, u felt annoyed whenever I called. I M afraid to be left behind, to be disregard again.

9) Situations are under control. I need to reinforce my believe. How I wish you will know somehow.

10) I put my hopes on the future, just a mere meeting or gathering is already very good for me. Chinese New Year this time, have to be really haappening And Meaningful.


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Location:Jalan Kelisa Emas,Perai,Malaysia

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Happy New Year 2011

1) It was rather tiring after a long week. A very long haul December.

2) Started with Keman Camp. I didn't manage to write anything about the camp yet. To put it simple, I like to be a fasilitator mostly to share my thoughts and opinion with the juniors. Hoping my input will inspire them in some ways. On the other hand, it is a great chance for me gathered with my UM and other friends I knew I Keman 12. To spend a night or two with you already caused me to feel very excited and happy. Simple smile already satisfy me.

3) After the camp my work load is double or tripled. 6-7 tenders to rush and dozens of things to follow-up. Life is meaningful at this time of time. I am rather excited too as I know soon I will have my company trip; a new year countdown with you which is the part that excites me most.

4) My company trip to melacca and Singapore is enjoyful. I have some great time with the kids of my colleagues. Visiting many places that I had once visited when I am in my standard six. My memory of the past was very little if not minimum. As I has post in my previous blog; I wanna live in the present and create more good memory. Perhaps in my future blog I will explain more about what I think about Singapore.

5) After the trip I went back to KL. I was happy and satisfied to meet you the other night. Giving you a treat and the souvenirs I bought for you. Your smile and the jokes we shared, I will remember. We went to count down in Sepang Gold Coast. Although all of us seems like lack some energy or chemistry on that night. Perhaps all of us had grown older. Haha. Most importantly we found down together and spend some valuable time. You seems not happy and I don't know why? I hope it is fine.

6) The next day I rush to Johor for my cousin's wedding dinner. I manage to catch up some family time. We went to Resort World's casino and contribute some cash for the development of Singapore.

7) I have to rush back to KL the next day, for my best friend's wedding dinner and present 2 songs. I hope my voice will be better and I could put up a good show.

8) I am happy and look forward to go back to work. To start facing my job again and of course for your upcoming birthday. I pray that things will be going well.

9) The main topic for this blog is the new year resolution. I made 5 resolution, but I failed a few. I failed to pick up a musical instrument, to keep fit and stay healthy and to have more savings. I manage to improve my relationship with my family and also manage to work towardw my career objective which is to be proliferate and effective in my job. About parter-wise, I will need some help. I know you just couldn't accept me but I still put up hope that one day you will have second thoughts. I really pray for it hard.

10) So this year I will have new resolutions. The firs threes will be the one that I failed to do so. Namely, keep fit & healthy, have more savings 20% and finally to learn a musical instrument.

11) On top of that, I wanna be more independent and resillence. I wanna be high in EQ, positive, confident and a grateful person. Many strong words that I am using here. I needs to keep telling myself.

12) The fifth will be about my career. As I had started to move up Penang to help my uncle. My priority now is to be well-verse on my job, to prove my ability menawhile strengthening my weaknesses. I need to be an asset like Mr. Mak or Mr. Oh.

13) Last but least is about you. I pray for your happiness and healthiness. Wish the god will answer my prayer someday. I wish the day will come by that you will be the one that I could share my life with.

Happy New Year for all of you and myself. Many happy returns.

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Location:Jalan Merawan,Johor Bahru,Malaysia