回到过去

又是那么的记忆,

那么的熟悉, 那么的相似;

回到了曾经的过去,

依然清晰, 依然不忘;

感觉还是那样, 兴奋与感恩中,

穿插着一丝丝的不舍与难过;

兴奋因为能够相见,相谈, 哪怕只是那么的一刻;

感恩上天的恩赐眷顾, 此时此刻的一切;

不舍一切美好与幸福, 开心与贴心的事;

难过只因害怕将要失去, 畏惧孤独的身影;

坚强些, 加油吧!

看开些, 开心点吧!

自信些, 别放弃啊!

自爱些, 要感恩啊!

献给朋友, 家人, 还有你~

House ? Home ? and weekends special

1. Went to The Star Property Fair looking for any additional option regarding properties in Penang.
2. The price of houses are rocket high in recent years. I am really worried, especially for young graduates like us to own a home.
3. I have some considerations when it comes to buying a house. I am going to stay here permanently ? I do not have a spouse yet, am i buying a home for long or just a short term thing? Am i gonna settle down here? How about my family and friends?
4. These were all very heavy questions to ponder. Perhaps, i only needs to make it simple and clear? Just to get a convenient and comfortable house to stay? Regarding my future spouse and family, it's just to far to wonder and make any planning.
5. Finally i have finally come to some sense and details of my future house, regardless is an old or new house, location must be convenient, and also below 300k. The plan next is to get an agent to help me looking for my future house.
6. This weekends end with special gathering with my friend, Brendon. On the Saturdays, i went to Mengkuang Dam with my colleagues, and then Matta Fair and Property Fair with Kooi Wei and Mei Xian.
7. Sunday was relaxing, cleaning my room and doing my laundry, met up with Brendon and his parents , dinner with Uncle and family, finally me in Cyber Cafe to write this blog.
8. I have to do some recording about my weekends because i always fall short whenever people asking what i did over the weekends.
9. Matta fair was just a so so event. I was surprised how old PISA was. Many local travel agents, bank, and wedding studios setup booth in the fair. Hmm... my mind was playing with ideas and image of where to go next.... taiwan ? bali ? sounds good.. it all depends on my budget...
10. I met up with Brendon in SP and brought them to eat the famous Chili Roasted Pork. The meal was fairly priced. Later we went to a temple, worship 9 Emperor Gods. I went to ask about my life.
11. He told me a few things which i thought is very true. I have dual-personalities. That is all depends on me whether i want to do things in a way i want. He also said that i am a person which can really stands when people is scolding or lecturing. He said this is my strength. I didn't know this is a strength.
12. Third thing is, he said i am a person with very deep psychological thoughts. I can easily catch and understands what people trying to say. Also, i think what he meant was, i have very complex attitude as i am a thinker, who often times think too much.
13. Of course, the outcome of this meeting is encouraging. He told me 2012 mid year and above is good year for me, which is around the corner.
14. Good or bad year, it's actually on my hand to make it better or even greater.
15. Hopefully everyone, my family and friends are filled with happy and health.

杂记 Record of a mix

1) It's been nearly 5 weeks since I last back to KL. Somehow I am still keeping track on this number subconsciously. Perhaps the day when I do not really mind these dates, I will be really well settled here.

2) My life got better in terms of learning, to adapt and enjoy my life. I tried to have some small programme each weekends, I try to shift my focus and attention to the present and beyond.

3) I had visited Penang Hill, Fort Cornwallis, Bon Odori Festival and also Little India. I will tried to enjoy my present life more by doing more activity that I liked. I was planning to join the Star Walk in Septemper, awaitig for my friends from Singapore to come Penang in August, Jacky Cheung concert in December and so on.

4) Small things like enjoying good durian or doing mask, small things like this has very positive impact on me; reminding me to pay attention to myself more.

5) It was last Sunday afternoon when I woke up from my sleep. I was terribly sad. I had a dream, a dream of you telling me that you're leaving. The whole dream was so real that I was deeply affected. I realize how important you are and how much you meant to me. I understand that, if the day was to come, I must be prepared to face it.

6) I pray for the best to the people around me, you and also myself. It was three days after the lunar, but the sky is still decorated with a round moon. I woke up in the mid night and now was in a Indian shop just getting my mind straight.

7) The night was very dark and gloomy, warm moon light shower everything it passes-by. Giving shine, hope and energy to those who are blessed. May it be there for all of us.

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