Clean-Up Ops

1. Honestly, i felt that i am a very lazy person especially when it comes to cleaning. Anyhow, i do not like when things around me, like my room or car got really messed up.


2. Every since i was back from Bangkok, it's really been a while since i last clean my room up. I always felt tired and low on battery, i had stop going to Gym to date. There were things which really bothering me, makes me worry and wondering most of the time.


3. My mind was heavy.


4. Finally, last sunday, i gathered myself, clean my cabinet, table, the floor, bathroom, apparently the whole apartment. I did my laundry and then finally, i am done. Enjoying my "Three Kingdoms" drama on my bed over the afternoon.


5. The great thing about tidying up my room is, not only my room is clean and welcoming once again, but there's impact also on my mind and emotion.


6. I felt light and refresh once again. Perhaps the messy room over the past few weeks had affected my mood and energy level. I started to imagine and planning what can i achive and do over my free time and weekends.


7. What are the small goals of life that i would like to achieve? What are the small little things which i had neglected? Where is the happiness which i might might have kept in one of the corner? Where is my life leading to for now?


8. One thing that is really encouraging, is to have this positive feeling within me. I am really confident and believe that good things will turn up no matter what the result will be. Somehow i am learning to be and to have a positive mind all the time.


9. I wish this positive things will be there for long.


10. I had also noticed some positive change with you, you have more outings, like paint ball, laser game, tea-time with friends. You also seem more relax, not with you heavy looks and with deep thoughts.


11. Sincerely, i really do hope you will be happy and enjoy your life to the max. Hopefully my present will not bother you, causing any problem for you. For all i wish is only your happiness.