Chapter 1: Working Hard

1) Often times when I read story about others, I really wonder what will it be if my story is written into a book.

2) This part of my life I called Working Hard. I had tried and still working hard to adapt into my new life.

3) A new life without my family and friends around me. New working environment and totally different field.

4) I felt really tired the other day but I kept telling myself to be strong. My family and friends were not around me but I knew they will support me no matter how.

5) I know you are there for me if I ever need you. I believe so.

6) There's a lot to learn about this job. It's not easy at all, people around me were very experienced and make me like nobody in front of them.

7) Moving here force me to grow up. I have to learn to take care of myself. It's good. I have to learn to love myself. No one will actually really love and care for me here.

8) I wish you all the best there as I believe you will wish the best for me too. You do take care and I pray for only happiness and wellness for you.


The sky in Penang here. Although is only a temporary one but it's already good enough to have enjoy it before.

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Friendship

1) My trip back to KL is an emotional one. I miss KLCC n KL Tower, I misses all the familiar things and environment. It feels like my days in Penang is nothing but a long dream. Back in home only I woke up from this long dream.

2) Perhaps as I adapt to this new changes I will learn to let go all this feelings. As nothing is permanent and things will change. I must learn to adapt to this.

3) I will like to specially record and perserve some memory. First of all as I receives a call from Sandakan Edible Oils Sdn Bhd 's Kenny Chung. This is a funny and happy go lucky guy. He gave me a call as he read from the news about spreading of virus in Bakun and would like to know my condition.

4) I told him my latest update and have a very hearty chat with him. I offered to treat him if he ever comes to Penang and he also offer to entertain me if I travel to Sandakan again.

5) Yes. The friendship was built just like that. I appreciated his concern and care. My old time friend Chee Jian offered to fetch me from bus-stop and this also had warmed my heart. Such a best friend of mine and of course we had been separated for 4 years, but we still cherish our friendship.

6) It happened to be that this Saturday is Chris birthday and I joined his birthday lunch. By chance I joined them to the board game cafe is Ss15. Chris, Gerald, Brendon, Adrian and me all enjoyed the games very much.

7) We had a very good laugh at some of our jokes in the game Say Anything and Ugly Dolls. It's amazing that we still can play and have so much fun eversince we last had had in our Form 6 days.

8) Maybe we will not hav this chance anymore as Brendon goin back to UK and I am going back to Penang, but nevertheless this is a very good outing. I nearly lost my voice for shouting and laughing my heart out. It's been a awhile since I last did that.

9) I m grateful for experiencing that again especially with group of old friends. Is just that simple, this kind of happiness I am looking for. It's easy, I just need to let go of myself and enjoy it.

10) Life is unpredictable as I don't know this will be so much fun. I didn't anticipate Kenny to call. I didn't expect Brendon to be so involved in my life, in Keman and understand so much about me at this transition period. As what he did way back then as I was entering Uni, he told me to move on and this time he too, gave alot of useful advices and suggestions.

11) My friends are still there with me although we are already separated. My uni friends, my form 6 classmates, my old time Seafield friends. Ya I felt the support you all gave me. It's only me who don't see it all this while.

12) I must make this my motivation. To face my new challenge with firmer and more confident footsteps. I shall sail through and achieve the success I wanted.

13) I know you are supporting me too. Yes I believe deeply. You do take care and I wish for your wellness. Thanks.









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One day Before Raya

1) Its very fast. One year had passed by without realizing or even noticing it.

2) I never thought of coming here. I never dream of dream that don't belongs to me. I never dare to think that you will be there with me.

3) So many twist and turn, I realized that one could never predict their life. I wonder what is God's Plan for me.

4) I could only take charges of my life, handle the challenges of my life one after another and try to enjoy life as much as possible.

5) I wish for your wellness and I pray for your happiness. About me, maybe I am alone but I put my faith on you. For your support and encouragement, I can feel it though we are far apart.


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Working on Saturday

1) The very first time i have to work on Saturday. It's not so depressing as I expected.

2) Perhaps I do not have anything else better to do. Working seems like is my main and only leisure and daily activity presently.

3) I really do hope I can be more competent in my job as soon as possible. A man with a fully conscience mind and a well mature behavior knows how to segregate his work and value his priority.

4) For now, I must concentrate on my work. Of course I have things in my mind that I have to face and handle, but all must be cater for and been taken care of. I must have faith, I kept telling myself.

5) For whatever is mine will be mine and whatever is not for me will never be mine.



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全新的环境

1）第三天工作还算顺利。早晨起来没有了繁忙的交通，以前一路上的高楼大厦变成了稻田。长长的一条大路就能通往工作地点。

2）几天以来的早晨都下着细小的雨。小得以为是谁从楼上喷下水滴。此景犹如我心，它下着细雨，但是却不容易察觉到。每当夜深人静时，可能就会发现，繁忙紧凑的时候，雨就悄悄停了下来。

3）我知道，迟早会渐渐的习惯，慢慢的适应。我需要时间，我需要毅力，更需要支持。

4）我相信你是支持我的，你会为我打气。我知道你并没忘了我们的约定。我选择相信这一切。无法忘了你为我打气的模样，说好了一起加油。

5）我非常的努力去做好自己，不敢去想太多的往事。我要展望未来，与你编写美好的将来。

6）我信故我在。因为这股信念我更应该坚持努力下去。

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