Water Dragon Year

1. Everything seems so normal and familiar, i could still recalled memories of previous years, and many years ago. During my days after my SPM, i remembered i was back earlier to help up my grandma to clean the house in Perak. I spent a few days, bored in the house, waiting for my family and relative to come back.


2. This year Chinese New Year everything seems so usual, except that we have a new family member, my nephew Nicholas Wong. Chinese New Year meant nothing more than a family gathering. A special festive seasons where all our family members and relatives get together and have a little chit-chat and catch up with each other.
3. I am awaiting for my mom and dad who will only be arriving Perak tomorrow morning. Hopefully this is a good year for me and my family.
4. I thought of you very often. I had a little talk with Kooi Wei and Zhe Keng yesterday night. We talk about how much and how to prepare for wedding as Zhe Keng's wedding is on the coming march. I felt that getting married is something really serious, something that one need to have serious thinking and responsibility. Furthermore, the responsibility involve, and the changes that may occur on ourselves and our family is something that unavoidable.
5. Everyone needs to make sacrifice and set own priorities when juggling the events of our life.
6. I had many things to tell you, i have feelings at time that i would like to share with you, i really do wish to share every precious moment of my life with you, sadly, i went speechless everything i met you. I am over- worried, over-concern of you and your feeling, i am afraid that i might make you felt bored, felt hatred or even anger on me. I am just too paranoid that i am all dumb and numb in front of you.
7. I never know what is playing up your mind? What do you really want? I just know that we need to have more conversation, more dialogues, more connection in order to bring our gap altogether.
8. I need to braise myself for the challenge, to tell you again, how i felt and how i think that we should move on. I got an omen from Thean Hou Temple during my last visit there. The omen told so, Dragon and Tiger are not along, and not meant together, why do we want to try so hard and make them together? I hope this do not actually point to our relationship.
9. I sincerely hope that you will be happier in this coming year, know your aim and purpose of life, love yourself more and enjoy your life well. Hoping that our nation economy and politic will be better, friends and family are all happy, health and prosperous.
10. Happy Water Dragon Year~