The Long Awaited Holiday

1) Finally the long awaited holiday... ... In LCCT now awaiting flight bound to Kota Kinabalu. My mom and Dad dropped me here. Well it might be something normal for many people but it brought special meaning for me. It is never a usual scenario where both my parents can send me off as before their retirement, either one of them have to take care of the coffee shop and most probably I will be taking public transport or get a leave from my friend.

2) First I would like to recap a bit regarding my final exam. Two paper in a day, one in the morning another in the afternoon; it wasn't that easy actually but I know I can handle it with the experience from STPM. Crazy thing actually, to write continuously for two hours for 12pages. Two paper in a day and that is a total of 24pages. 

3) The first blue pen I bought a sentimental value pen, run out of ink after writing for 3 pages, my spare pen also wanna retired after another 7pages of writing. My hand start aching actually as I am writing the second page of my second paper. Now, you really call it write till your hand sore. There's no time to stop and think actually, I just have to write and write and write. Honestly , to write 12 pages in 120mins , I means that 10minutes per page, I thought that is the maximum speed for now. If I was to write 14pages,  it means that there is 8.57 mins per page; possible but the brain and hand sync need to be really great.

4) The last time I returned to Subang was during the CNY holiday; Nearly 3months ago. My priority is always to stay at home as much as possible. Well of course I also tried to meet a few of my friends, like Chee Jian, Chua, Mel, Eeleen, Jan, Zhang Xin and Suria. Mission very much accomplished. I would say I really miss home. It's almost four years that I had left KL; I am planning to transfer back to KL for good, the questions here is only left with when and what. When refers to the timing and What refers to the job and field that will be lining up next for me.

5) Seeing my parents growing older day by day, I was thinking that it is important for me to stay with them, perhaps not physically staying together but to be able to visit them more often. Big questions that I have there but planning ahead is essential to see things thru smoothly and accordingly.

6) Next semester which is going to start immediately the week after, I will be taking three modules. Of course there's question on the ability to handle it. I guess that will be the challenge then; the fight still has to go on.

7) Supposed to touch down at 530pm later, the last I came Sabah will be three and a half years ago. Time really fly passed without us realizing it. Hence, I always would like to remind myself to cherish the present, moment spend with mom and dad, friends, studies, working; be it good or bad, sweet, sour or bitter experience; it will be part of me, my life and the details of my journey. Leaves no regret.

8) Let's enjoy the balance of my holiday before another round of stiff challenge.