Calm Before Storm

1) Suppose to have class this Saturday and the class was rescheduled and so there's an extra free weekends for me. I was trying to go to places where I seldom patron. At the end, after borrowing a book from Inti Library and chatting with the MBA clerk; I had some food near the masjid Negeri street hawkers and now end up in the Starbucks of Burma Road in New World Park.

2) Life without assignment and revision, I wonder how do I manage to waste my time previously, especially the weekends and weekdays. I spend every night on the last weekdays watching movies and Running Man; this weekends, I plan to do some pre-revision hence I went to Library to borrow a book on Corporate Finance. Haha, I really wonder how much will I be reading after all. Maybe this is just to help me felt less guilty.

3) There are a few youngsters here siting alone in one corner, paying attention to their work, well I guess it will be some kind of home works or assignments. Hmm...soon it will be my turn and this time it will be something really intense as I will be taking three subjects in this upcoming semesters. Other then the exceptional amount of work, my wallet is also bleeding as it cost me RM7k ++ to pay for three subjects.

4) I have some sort of figuring out the problem that I had since the turn of the year. It was the dissatisfaction and stress yield from my job that causes so much of unrest and tension within me. It is purely not money or pay oriented, it is more about satisfaction and job fulfillment, which I am lacking, No offense I realize that I am working with a bunch of animals, as their modus operandi is always about picking up fight, threatening, scolding and provoking other people. I truly agree that everyone born with a kind and good heart and I agrees that stresses and pressure from life will alter our atitudes and characters. 

5) We cannot put fire to fire and channeling all the negativity around the company although we know that the pressure receives is unbearable at times. The failure to use our wisdom and experience to handle such situations will only cause the people around us and ourselves in a never ending bad cycles, like the law of kharma.

6) A fresh start is imminent, and the question now is on the timing and seizing the opportunity. Currently I am not open up to the opportunity as I think that the timing is not right yet. Soon that I will start to seize the wide opportunity out there and I hope that I can do myself justice and prove my worth  when the time has come.

7) Tomorrow is Mother 's Day , one of the most widely celebrated event over the world. As I am getting older and wiser, I started to understand more on the sacrifices my mom and dad had made for all of us. They had sacrifice their dream, their time and so much of love was pour down to us to ensure that we grow up happily and healthy. Wishing us to have a good career and life is always their dream and prayer for us. We can just never repay them enough.

8) Family is one special unit in the society, and it is build on love which is hardly describe and explain precisely by words. In conjunction with the Mother's Day I wish both my parents happy retiring and may they are blessed with good health and happiness. It is a bit regret as I could not return home for celebration but I am expecting to have a holiday break with them during the festive break in the month of July.