Emotional Weekends

I thought I didn't care anymore. I thought I was immunned already. All this only the ignorance part of me hidden myself from a real me.

You are long gone! Why do you still wanna come back? Come back to haunt me? All the bitter and sad memory, I could still remembered vividly.

You are long forgotten. Why do you still wanna make a good impression that you are all kind and fair? All your did in the past, i can never forget.

I recalled also the happy part of the memory. But this only adds to the present sorrow. For which it's no longer there and will never be there.

Can you please leave me alone?

I am tired already, I do not know how many sleepless night I need to been through again and again.

Could you just leave me alone?

I felt I am victimized. I know I am irresponsible to myself. Please allow a breathing space for me. I need a rest. Please give me more time.

It's me. I am who I am. This time, I surrender.


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