Every Dog has it;s day

1. Day 10 in Sarawak. This is the first time in my life that i really misses home. At least my mom was happy that i did. Throughout my life in Uni and working for nearly 2 years, i have never really misses home when i travel outstation. It's really warm just to hear my mom and dad's voice over the phone. Now i know and i hate to admit, i miss my parents. Oh no, i am a Mummy boy.
   
2. How should i describe the challenge and difficulties that i face daily in Bakun? Maybe i am weak, a city boy stuck in a rural and underdeveloped place, a place with no tv or radio reception, a place with no internet, 7-elelven, ATM machine or even a proper shop nor restaurant.
3. The job in Bakun is not that difficult, it's only the environment. Of all places, i am really facing some really bad charm recently in Bakun. First of all, i crash our rented 4WD into our resort from the parking bay. Somehow i can't manage to break the car in time and the car just crashes into the resort.
4. The water tank for the radiator tank cracked, the two front lights was cracked too, also the front panel and also the bumper. Luckily the resort (made of wooden material) do not go down into the floor. The problem is, in this JUNGLE, there's no mechanic who repairs car. Luckily there's a workshop can help us to take off the tank and send to Bintulu for repair on behalf of us.
   
5. I was really worried and felt really guilty for all this. My senior, Victor and another Manager from CTE, Leonard needs to be in Bintulu Airport the next day. So much of things to be sort out as we were awaiting material inspection from the Sarawak Hidro, Malaysia China Hydroelectric, and Sime Engineering. Looking for alternatives to send them to airport and also arranging the trasportation of the workers back from site to resort if i was to send them to airport.
6. To add to the matter, i left my keys in the room which i need the worker to help me BREAK into our room to retrieve the key. I just gave everyone more reason to make fun of me.
   
7. I was extremely careful when i send Victor and Leonard to airport. I am worry the bad luck is still around and this time it might took something from me. Thank god nothing had happened other that small issues like i lost the antenna of the walkie talkie and i had messed up the afternoon tea of the workers. The drinks spilled over in the car which caused a very faulty smell now in the car.
8. I really don't know how can the tragedy happened one after another. I was trying to be more careful to stop this bad luck thingy. As saturday is Labour day and sunday is an official off day, i am in Bintulu Town now.
   
9. Quite relaxing now as i can use the internet and have a good MENTAL n PHYSICAL rest. Trying to sort things out, what had happened to me as there're many things in my mind now. Really appreciate the support and care i received from my dearest soon. It's my soon who asked me to look at things at the brighter side, she always manage to bring me to look at things at different angle. That really had helped me alot.
10. I met up with my ex-colleague, Ivy in Bintulu town. We chat about our GOOD OLD days in TBRSB. That had reminded me of my life back then. It was really torturing and suffering, and i can still feel it even until now.
    
11. I wanted a change hence i move into this company. Many things had changed in fact, just half a year but i felt i had progressed a lot compared with what i had achieved in 1 year 4 months in TBRSB. At this crossroad this time, i got an offer from my uncle to work for him in Penang, and this time he had caught my attention and this had caught me thinking a lot.
12. I wanted to move to a new environment to work. My plan is to work a couple of years in my current company, to gain the experience, the hands on experience then only move on. But my uncle had provided me an alternative to move on earlier, but i have to let go of my field.
13. I am still considering before i make any decision. My heart is wishing for a change but my logic had stop me from making such a broad move. I am a very conservative person... very calculative and conservative....
14. I gave myself 1 year here before any decision, let see anything will come out in between to influence my final decision.
15. Note=> want to get an i-phone the other day, went to PC fair with iAi n her friend, Kchin, SooShean and leely. Failed to get one. On tuesday went for movie with my soon n was trying to get i-Phone in the garden but attempt failed too. But the movie "How to train your Dragon" worth it. I have decided i only wants i-Phone ....lol .... after i come back from Sarawak, i will get ONE....